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I'm Zoe.
I'm currently working as a waitress in a rather lush restaurant. I'm about to move into my first house with my boyfriend Edd in Newton Abbot. I've got a degree in Graphic Design but currently only freelancing at the moment due to lack of jobs, and that i'm making a killing as a waitress! (Yes i know!) But it's also great exercise, good fun, plus the added bonus of my other half being a chef there makes it a pretty damn good job!
I graduated from Cardiff school of Creative and Cultural Industries ( Uni Glam) in May 08. I think uni was a great experience everyone should get to do, but also un-necessary! Damn good fun tho and I have some awesome memories.
I went to hell and back quite literally in 2008 and suffered a complete mental and emotional breakdown which left me in hospital for 5 months and almost lost me my life. I'm not ashamed of it and I hope one day to use my experience to help other people who feel the way I did, to help people avoid the complete desperation and agony i went through. I believe the mental health system has a lot to learn and if i can help just one person avoid it then that will be worth it. As cheesy as it sounds, it did completely change me, and mostly the way i see things. I believe its made me a better person, and more importantly its made me a happier person. A lot of people changed their opinions of me during that time, and i've learnt that its important to choose who is in your life, and people who are damaging or who have been should never be a part of it. A lot of my views have changed and a lot of things i believed i wanted i have realised I no longer do. It was both the worst and the best thing to happen to me. Its also one of the things i feel passionate and strongly about and i want to help people who feel that way. Its a huge part of my life which is why its in here.
I was admitted to hospital over a year ago now, this time last year I was still there, I cannot believe how much my life has changed since then, how different I am now, and how much happier I am, with everything.
My friends are so important to me, they make me smile, make me laugh, get wasted with me, get silly with me, and are always there when i need them. I'm so lucky to have the people in my life that I do and i hope they all know how much they mean to me!
I also have an incredible man in my life, called Edd who's the other part of me. Being with him has opened up so much for me, has made me happier than i've ever been and the first person i've truely loved without doubt or hesitation, and more than that, someone i wont ruin things with. He gets me, loves me, makes me laugh, makes me smile, makes me feel alive. I truly believe we were meant to meet each other at the right time in our lives, he's always been there on the outskirts of my life without either of us knowing. At times living literally a few hundred meters away from me. I'm so glad he's in my life and i know he always will be. Plus, i fancy the pants off him! lol. He is actually my perfect guy and is constantly amazing me with everything he does. I love him and he makes me feel alive :)
My best friend Claire is amazing, she has a gorgeous little boy, Isaac who I absolutely adore and miss so much when I cant see him.
I have an amazing Husband. Who i love very much. You rock my world :P (And drink with me a lot!) <3
And a crazy lady who loves me cos of my ass! Well why not!?
I love writing, poetry, drawing, art, graphics, reading, nights out with my friends, him, nights in, getting drunk and silly with my friends, quotes, Corsets, piercings, tattoos, rain on my skylights, photography, Sunshine, Theme parks, colours, not sleeping alone, having someone to love, spicy food, expensive red wine, travelling, cocktails.. its the little things that make me smile.
'Better by far you forget and smile,
Than you remember and be sad.'
How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
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...believe in true love?
Your hands say We fit together.
Your eyes say I can't dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs say Nothing I desire compares with you.
Your kisses say You mean the world to me.
Your body says Just curl up next to me.
Your heart says Ik houd van u.
