Michelle Bautista // Audible Soul

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J A S M I N E - R O S E
Dearest Jazzy…
I can’t believe you’re finally here. It seemed like the day would never come that I’d finally be able to hold you in my arms. Now that this moment has finally arrived, I can’t seem to get enough of you. You’ve changed my life in so many ways, and though the journey was long and difficult…I must admit that it was all MORE than worthwhile. The 9 months of carrying you around was both emotionally and physically exhausting. OoOh weeeeeee…that was a LONGGGGGGGGG 9 months. Girl, you don’t even know what I went through to keep you! Haha… Then, as if 9 months wasn’t enough… I went through almost 30 hours of labor and STILL had to get a c-section in the end. Wow. That was definitely something else. Let me tell you… the word PAIN doesn’t even come close to describing labor. Hahaha… but don’t worry. Mommy doesn’t regret anything she did in order to make sure that you would be brought into this world safely. I loved you from the moment I found out of your existence. I lost, I cried, I suffered… but none of that is as big as what I GAINED from this whole experience. First and foremost, I gained KNOWLEDGE about myself and life in general. There was so much that I didn’t understand about so many different things. I don’t know. It’s hard to really pinpoint anything in particular or be really specific. All I know is that there are a lot of things that I look at differently now. I suppose you can say you’ve helped me get a better grasp of what my priorities in life should be. Perhaps I’m more responsible, and well… you’ve somehow helped me adapt to a more “motherly” lifestyle that I didn’t think I was 100% capable of. My goodness…I’m a mother and I’m loving every minute of it - ENOUGH SAID. The best thing I gained from this whole experience is YOU. I now have a be-a-U-tiful baby girl who has brought me nothing but pure happiness since the day of her birth. Yes, Jasmine-Rose…YOU have been the biggest blessing I have ever received. I love you more than words could ever ever EVER describe. You’re so freakin’ beautiful. I swear to you… I’m not saying this just cuz I’m your mommy…but DAMNNNNNNNNNNN baby girl…you are the cutest fuckin’ baby I have ever set my eyes on. For real! Ask anyone who saw you in person! Pictures just don’t do justice. You are just so so so so sooooooooooooo beautiful Jasmine! Oh, and the facial expressions you make when you actually decide to wake up during the daytime… oh my goodness…ABSOLUTELY PRICELESS! *sigh* I’m so in love with you Jazzy. You’ve brought this joy to my life, that I have never experienced before. You leave me breathless, and if at all possible… I’d keep you in my arms forever and ever and ever. I can’t wait to watch you grow into an even more beautiful girl as time passes. OoOoh and when you get older, I hope you take an interest in art...just like mommy. Hopefully we can have paint sessions together and get so caught up in what we're doing that we end up painting til 5 in the morning!
ART IS MY LIFE. There are so many times when things in my life just get so stressful and so hectic, that all I feel like doing is running away to a far away island where I can block out all the negative energy around me. However, that's not exactly realistic. When times get rough [oh, how it happens far too often], I tend to escape by secluding myself from the whole world and letting go by expressing my emotions through ART [especially painting]. Painting is such a soothing way to block out all the things I don't want to be faced with at that moment in time. It helps me relax. It helps me calm down. It just helps me, PERIOD. This is part of the reason why (though on hold for now), I'm trying to become a Child Art Therapist in the near future. I want to be able to help kids out through art, the way it has helped me. Eventually, one day I'll be able to help these beautiful children express through art emotions that could never be illustrated through words. My dream is to let these kids know that ART can take them to another level - mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I WANT TO HELP THEM ACHIEVE PURE HAPPINESS through any means of art, and hope that when they reach that level of happiness, they can help others reach that satisfaction as well. ART IS BEAUTIFUL!!! Support a fellow STRUGGLING ARTIST! I usually take the majority of my paintings that are on canvas and make detailed prints of them. If you're interested in getting your own copy, let a sistah know! Check out the album entited "Audible Soul Artwork" in my pictures section to see what's available. Occassionally, I also post up at some shows, so if you're ever interested in coming out to any of the art shows, your presence will ALWAYS be appreciated! I always post up-coming shows here on my page, so keep checking back to see what's up! Thank you!
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