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About Me

I drink like a sailor, smoke like a chimney, drink enough coffee to send most people into cardiac arrest, I tend be cold and/or arrogant, Iâ€™m blunt to the point of being crude, with a sense of humor to do an Englishman proud. I manipulate the truth or only tell what suits my purpose, Iâ€™m stubborn yet tend to be malleable when I need to be though . I prefer routine and it take a small mountain in my path to get me out of a routine. When I get attached to something I hold on with a death grip even if it would be better if I let go. I regularly get into debates and have conversations about I know nothing about. I probably read more then is healthy and eat more then most small familyâ€™s. Iâ€™m reclusive and shy by nature, yet for those who gain my loyalty Iâ€™ll be their most stalwart friend and lay my life down for them if the need were to arise.Physically Iâ€™m 6â€™3 roughly 170lbs with a fro-ish mop of curly brown hair, Iâ€™ve got deep blue eyes normally ail scruffy, slim almost dancers build. 30X32 waist size 14 shoe and a medium shirt. Iâ€™m blind as a bat so I always either have glasses or contacts on. I also have both nipples and one ear pierced. My attire normally consists of a pair of jeans and a button down shirt with either shoes or sandals only very rarely ever sneakers.
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My Interests

Not to much intrests me these days, for awhile people interested me, but after awhile you begin to learn that all people are the same but different and 99.9 % of them are quite dull my self included. but learning still interests me, just cant figure out what im in interested in learning, so that does me no good

I'd like to meet:

Well Iâ€™m not really in the mood for a relationship at this point in time. Though if a friendship were to evolve into one I doubt I would complain. friend wise age makes no difference to me nor do looks or size. Relationship wise Iâ€™m a lil shallower and prefer people with a least a modicum of looks and no fat. I tend to get along with every one though more often then not I tend towards indifference in all but a few people.

My Egyptian Name is AMEN-RA (personification of the power of the universe).
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Television:

Dont really care most of the time its only a background news and source of light for whatever im doing

Books:

Books Books Books. if its good ill read it and even if it isnt ill probably read it

Heroes:

Out side of my mother my heroes change with my goals

My Blog

just writing

Have you ever noticed that sometimes a tear will run down his eye when he thinks no one if looking or that he will just stare in to space and smile for he is lost in thought about the one he loves mem...
Posted by matt on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 08:02:00 PST

On naming a god and centering the soul (UNFINISHED)

On Naming a God and Centering the Soul Most people know their god, well as much as its possible to know the unknowable. They know the moods and general personality of their god, what s expected of th...
Posted by matt on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:56:00 PST

Lost at Sea looking for land.

Lost at Sea looking for land.I've come upon this feeling lately that there's is something missing in my life something that most people have but until lately I've been completely oblivious too, and ev...
Posted by matt on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 01:48:00 PST

just a lil thing abou me

Over the course of my short life I have survived many trials and tribulations from minor famine to divorce, death, from my own heart breaking, the breaking of the hearts of those I hold dear and pove...
Posted by matt on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 08:13:00 PST

Walking in circles and ADD

I know almost any organization tends to procrastinate simply due to the fact of the vast bureaucracy you get when a multitude of people all want the same thing and no one knows what that is nor how t...
Posted by matt on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 02:49:00 PST

definition of love

I was reading a book when I came across this passage it its by far one of the best definitions on what love is This bond, this joining, is not meant to be a fetter. A joining is a partnership, not two...
Posted by matt on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 01:38:00 PST

near-death

Have you ever felt the urge to die. I don't mean killing your self in anyway but just for some unforeseen accident to suddenly over take you. Happened to me today work I went to the store picked up s...
Posted by matt on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:32:00 PST

11-28 lil late in the posting i know

Now most of you most likely will not understand my writings as a whole but there are normally always one or two points which always find there way of making it through and sticking in your mind, and ...
Posted by matt on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 02:32:00 PST

hook ups

You know that it amazes me that others are willing to try and repeatedly subject others to there vices while not actually being fully aware of the one they are trying to persuade. I am honestly shock...
Posted by matt on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 03:02:00 PST

Mistaken for intelligence

Ive come to the conclusion that when most people hear me make intellegent convorsation they make the mistake of assuming that i am intellegent. I say mistaken because i higly doubt that any idea that...
Posted by matt on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 08:42:00 PST