before you read this,im just letting u know that its 100%honest and true,i dont believe in lies..and its better to be honest when making friends,so thats exactly what ive done,im sorry if u think its too honest but thats who i am...
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glitter-graphics.com hi well 1st of all this page is dedicated to my daddy who died 23rd july 2005,the worst day of my life!!(R.I.P.DADDY MISS U MORE AND MORE EACH DAY well what can i say,just that im a bubbly big girl,with a big personality,very outgoing.im not a girly girl,i dont do baby pinks,and pink dresses and girly stuff ..i like to go out to pubs some clubs(not the crowded dancey ones thats BOOM BOOM BOOM IN YER BLOODY EAR ALL NITE)i like rock and metal clubs and something u can sing too and can chat to people in, ....i love vodka and orange its my fav and i like shots of sambuca!!i HATE beer,but will try any drink once lol..i think drink can be a good thing for me really sometimes as ive been told i open up and say things that i usually wouldnt sober but then again doesnt everyone!but im not that open in expressing feelings so its good for me... ...im not afraid to say whats on my mind,i have alot of friends.a few i have met on here,got to know some of them really well and we chat on the phone and stuff and maybe some day will get to met them all as i love to travel around,i did meet someone who became my best friend and someone i loved very much and that was my ex boyfriend james,its hard to be the same kinda friends now we,ve broke up at home i have a few girl friends but not many ,then i have my bestest bestest friend my niece kirsty,we are so close as we,ve kinda grew up together as she was born when i was 13 and shes the world to me,im very protective of her and always have been it used to crack her up i was that bad but shes used to it now,u hurt her i hurt u!!!she want s to become a singer and has been trying for years and shes not giving up on it and im so proud of her(i love u kirsty ...i have more male friends cause they are easier to get on with 1 man im friendly with is in his 40's but hes so protective and if anyone ever touuched a hair on my head or hurt me he would psychically kill them AND IM SERIOUS!!!LOL,i hate bitching and back stabbing ...... if i have something to say i just say it to theyre face,and if i dont like someone i just dont talk to them!and if someone doesnt like me then thats theyre problem!i really dont care!!,i also hate people that get involved in your business and people that talk about stuff that doesnt concern them!just mind your own business!!!!!!im also a very deep person,i may keep things inside,but im deep in way that i listen to the words of a song and relate to them,and i take every1s feelings into consideration,im not selfish in anyway,and put others b4 myself,and if i want something in life i go out and get it,im very determined,and headstrong,even if it takes me years,i always get what i want(i dont mean that in a spoilt way either)i dont deal well with change and like my comfort zone,i'll try anything once but if i sdont like it then i wont try again!!!im genuinely a nice friendly person who everyone likes to be around.im very independant and like my own space but i like company too,though im very private...i like to have a laugh, and not be too serious,I CAN BE RATHER RANDOM AT TIMES AND COME OUT WITH SOME FUNNY PHRASES LOL if u can make me laugh then i,ll luv ya!lol,i can be a bit sarcastic and cocky but in a funny way and ya have to learn not to take me too serious....im 5ft10 big built,im heavy not not overly big,im trying to lose it tho cause it isnt my fault,its due to illness but im on meds now for it so hopefully it will come off!(AND IF U WANT SOME STICK INSECT I SUGGEST U GO TO THE ZOO TO FIND ONE!!!!!IM A BIG GIRL WITH MEAT ON MY BONES,DEAL WITH IT .. but am told im really pretty i dont have problems gettin men but they usually just want me for one thing and i just aint lie that!i like to take my time and get to know and trust someone 1st...i wear them colours the most!i like the summertime,but i absolutly love the rain,theres nothing more relaxing than listening to the rain while your in the car or snuggled up in bed,or your with that special someone and u kiss in the rain i really think thats sexy and romantic. .. i love walking and would walk for miles listening to my mp3 player.....i love walking in the rain too,im weird like that i also love sitting in with a good dvd and cuddleing up to watch it with someone special witha drink or 2,.,i really really love animals,esp dogs and rabbits,and i hate cruelty to them,if i ever see anyone being cruel to an animal im straight over to them and ask them what theyre problem is and ask them if they would like treated like it!!oh it makes me sooooo angry!! !i really hate bullies too as i was bullyed in school,i would jump in and defend anyone who i saw being bullyed now,as its sick and its wrong and the bullies are the ones who deserve to be taunted and harrassed.to see how they like it!everyone is beautiful in theyre own way and has a right to be happy and get on with theyre lives no matter how they look or the way they live!!!!NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!!!and just cause someone might look a bit different in how they dress doesnt mean they arent a nice person.DONT BE SHALLOW AND GET THE KNOW THE PERSON BEHIND THE CLOTHES... i find it hard to trust people,and have my guard up concerning men,i hate lies more than anything.and i dont want to be used,im not into playing games,and dont use people.I HATE PEOPLE THAT USE!!i believe in gettin to know a guy b4 i sleep with them,so if thats all ur after dont bother leavin me a message!!ive been through some bad shit and if u push it it will just drive me away!NO MEANS NO..ive been treated pretty badly in the past,and had some bad stuff happen to me, and been in an abusive relationship .....the 1 thing i hate the most is broken promises,ive had too many of them and i would never do that on anyone ,..i have alot of love to give someone,i can be affectionate,and love hugs and kisses if u have patience for me and give me time as i find it hard to express my feelings towards people,but when i feel comfortable and feel i can trust them then im very sweet and loving... ... i was engaged when i was 26 and he was my world until he cheated on me,then i didnt love again until i was 32 (recently) and once again i was hurt so ive decided to give up on love cause i couldnt go through this shit again and even if i did meet someone it would take me a hell of a long time to trust em..blame the assholes that fucked up my head
glitter-graphics.com ......i live with my mum at the min but ive lived on my own a few times,i have 2 older brothers and 3 nieces who im very protective of,anyone touches any of my family and i lose it...........i lost my daddy 2 years ago ,he died suddenly and my life hasnt been the same since it,i miss him so much and every day is a struggle for me,im just so angry at the way he died and its ruining my life,i have my ways of dealing with things and i know people dont understand why i do it but i self harm and have done since i was 14 when something triggered it,it takes away my thoughts at that time and it makes me feel that i do still feel things cause sometimes im so numb,but alot of the time im very down and cry myself to sleep at nights and as i lost my dad to suicide i wonder sometimes should i cut a little deeper this time and go all the way as living is hell without him!but i couldnt do it to my family all over again,as they have been throu enough with loseing my dad,suicide is selfish and if i wasnt so thoughtful i would have done it long ago!i;ll just have to suffer on until my day comes to die.....for those who dont understand just watch the video below>>> SELF HARM VIDEO>>>>> "> .. ..
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glitter-graphics.com ..it happens to people every day and no one would even notice cause we hide the marks and scars ...
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