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I am your quite unusual, scarily unique, little town girl. While I do tend to spend quite a bit of time alone, I am not a hermit- and like to get out and have fun as well. My aunt down the street usually has a get together every weekend, less there are more important things going on, and I very much enjoy hanging out down there, with family and sometimes new faces.

I am not a big fan of rap music unless it has a good beat and can you can dance to it-- I love going to the club with my Tricia--, nor the overly baggy clothing, though if a guy is walking around in jeans tighter then me... hell no. I'm not considered a 'redneck', least not round here, but I like my country music and an occasional drinking/hunting party. I mainly listen to rock music, the louder the better, but not the all out screaming crap. I like to actually –understand- the words I'm listening to. Though my pictures now might not show, I was the one most were afraid of in high school. Not so much that they were afraid of me, but when your older brother is on the football team, and he has all his buddies looking out for me... yea...

Family is a big issue to me; though I will not kill myself trying to please them. I would be dead 7 million times over if that were the case. I also love my friends. If you try to come between them and I, well, I’ll put this as nicely as I can, your family will miss you terribly. *grins*

Yea, for those of you who read this before, I retract my previous statement. I CAN be mean…but usually only in a playful manner. If I pick on you, it only means I like you. Never pulled a prank on someone I didn’t like. ^,~

My hair is naturally blonde. For you all that knew me in high school, it was platinum blonde, kinda curly and kept relatively short. But with everything I have been through, it has changed, though I’d like to think for the better. It’s come back an ashy blond color, iron board straight, though that is naturally so. Currently if you look at me, it’s mostly blonde with patches of dark brown. I like it this way too, so I think I'll keep it. Thanks Leah!!!

I’ve picked up a new hobby: Hunting- if you can call what I do that. I actually ride around in a truck, bouncing like a bobble head top while chasing dogs. Though Now, I am told I am allowed to shoot turkeys, thanks to Nate! I might not have thought it was a thing for me, and you might not actually believe I get out there, but I do…and it is a hellavagood time.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


A guy who will talk to me, and be honest, even when it's something bad. Who will give just as much as they take- without me having to ask. Who will help me when I'm feeling sick, not just tell me to 'Suck it up'. A guy who isn't afraid to get to know the real me, and will embrace what he finds, not shun it. Who allows me to see the real him too, and I mean all the time, not when we are alone then he's an ass infront of his friends. Someone who is brave enough to kill spiders to 'save' me, and smart enough to not throw them at me... Someone who will not let me grow so attached it hurts, just to let me down. I'm tired of repeating this same sad thing over and over again. I want to find a guy who likes to have fun and be silly, and can accept how silly I can be.And you know what... I finally found him.

My Blog

Why?

What the hell is wrong with everyone?!?Does no one get the idea of family anymore?We are suppose to be there for one another, help one another, support one another. We might not always like each other...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 14:41:00 GMT

Accidents Can Happen

Don't give up, it takes a whileI have seen this look beforeAnd it's alrightYou're not aloneIf you don't love this anymoreI hear that you've slipped againI'm here 'cause I know you'll need a friendTake...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 14:05:00 GMT

Heart Failure...

I've begun evaporatingRight before your eyesI just keep regurgitatingMy own demiseI miss today I miss the pastI miss my veins 'cause they've collapsedA simple thought occurs to meAs the blood is rushi...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 13:42:00 GMT

Key to my heart...

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.You'd like to your lover to think you are stylis...
Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 19:17:00 GMT

Things ya might not know about girls...

Things you might not know...When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile.When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand.When...
Posted by on Sun, 11 May 2008 18:03:00 GMT

Please...

I was cold and hurtinglost out in the nightwandering and searchingfor heaven's beautiful lightI saw the night sky clearingwhen you spread your rainbow wingsBut little did I knowThe joy that you would...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 11:03:00 GMT

Help...

I've a problem. A big problem, and I don't know what to do. I've been told to talk about it, but talking doesn't work, because no one understands what I am trying to say. I've been told to simply slow...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 16:15:00 GMT

10 Facts

Here's how you play: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random facts, habits or goals about yourself , at the end choose 10 people to be tagged, list their names and why y...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 21:47:00 GMT

What have you done to me...

What have you done to me?A smothering indistinctness of betrayal as emotions writhe.Once we savored paradise, as lovers and as friends,But your desire drifted, your lust became too muc...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 23:39:00 GMT

Me to a T.

I lied about hate... I lied about love...I lied about being happy... I lied about being mad...Truth is your presence numbs me... Your touch shakens me... Your voice sickens me...H...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 09:24:00 GMT