Self Neglect |
all these years ive been running off these old techniques of survival...something i learned as a child in my uprising. Now i realize not growing into a society has proved to be self neglect. I have al...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 14:32:00 GMT |
i hate Me!!! |
My entire life ive wanted nothing but to love someone, and to be loved in return. But everytime it seems i dont find love...But hate. All the I love you's dont mean shit. When she huggs you n tells yo...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Mar 2009 00:05:00 GMT |
=( |
as the morning creeps upon me, I watch you sleepso peaceful and myserious, just the mere smell of you makes me deliriousI never thought just lying here with you could transcend even my deepesttranquil...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 18:25:00 GMT |
Welcome to the world |
Welcome to the world, the world where people only tell you things to get what they want. They only tell you the sugar coated side of life. The more i live this life i find the true nature of humans......
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 18:11:00 GMT |
Fuck you scumm bags! |
Many times Ive sat down and analyzed my life with trained professionals...and just recently..after all these years...im starting to apply these things ive learned...i still forget...ill never be perfe...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 17:59:00 GMT |
lost in the woods |
today...i woke up and i felt like i had lost my best friend. I see memories of my life in black and white, i cant stand this repetitive insight...its eating at me. Looking back at everything...i see t...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Feb 2009 14:47:00 GMT |
.......... |
all this free time i have, and reality sets in. I begin to become sick...sick from everything ive expirenced, and from whats happening in the present. I feel this reality setting in...and i hope i can...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 00:37:00 GMT |
A World So Cold |
For one such as myself, one who has always glanced through the darkside, to notice this cruel world in such a meaningful way, I have seen the disgusting ways of this world. I cant take it. Ive tried t...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Dec 2008 14:49:00 GMT |
sleeping patterns... |
Working second shift takes a toll on your life...its a burden lol...all my previous studies in psychology remind me that something could be happening to me psychologicly....so im recording my sleeping...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 11:48:00 GMT |
Change |
As i look outside and i see the seasons change, i cant help but see the change within myself. The last 3 years of my life have been full of change. im Glad to see it all for the best of my development...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 20:53:00 GMT |
