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IDK, MY BFF JILL?

and you're not coming back. can't you come back?

About Me


My name is Jill and I'm 17.
I am all over the place.
BELIEF AND TECHNIQUE FOR MODERN PROSE by JACK KEROUAC
1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy
2. Submissive to everything, open, listening
3. Try never get drunk outside yr own house
4. Be in love with yr life
5. Something that you feel will find its own form
6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. Blow as deep as you want to blow
8. Write what you want bottomless from bottom of the mind
9. The unspeakable visions of the individual
10. No time for poetry but exactly what is
11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest
12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition
14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time
15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog
16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye
17. Write in recollection and amazement for yourself
18. Work from pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea
19. Accept loss forever
20. Believe in the holy contour of life
21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind
22. Don't think of words when you stop but to see picture better
23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning
24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr experience, language & knowledge
25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it
26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form
27. In praise of Character in the Bleak inhuman Loneliness
28. Composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in from under, crazier the better
29. You're a Genius all the time

My Interests

Music:

ace of base
action action [5.22.05]
ani difranco [4.29.05]
arctic monkeys
ashlee simpson
autolux
beck
better than ezra
brand new [7.25.06]
bright eyes [11.23.05]
broken social scene
dashboard confessional[8.04]
death cab for cutie [10.17.05]
depeche mode
dresden dolls [3.2.06
fiona apple
garbage
gregory douglass [x2]
hamell on trial [4.29.05]
head automatica [2.25.06]
imogen heap
incubus
jewel
jimmy eat world
louis xiv [3.7.05]
metric
morningwood [2.25.06+6.25.06]
my chemical romance [2.28.05]
nightmare of you
nine inch nails
our lady peace
portishead
radiohead
REM
rock kills kid [6.35.06]
say anything
smashing pumpkins
she wants revenge
silversun pickups
snow patrol
stellastarr*
sublime [IWISH]
talking heads
taking back sunday
the bravery
the cure
the early november
the fray
the hush sound
the killers
the lashes[6.25.06]
the l♥vemakers
the stills
the strokes
the used [2.28,05]
third eye blind
tori amos
kanye west
yeah yeah yeahsI PLAN TO CONQUER THEM ALL
WANNA COME?

Movies:

i'm not really a big movie fan. but.
garden state
girl interrupted
harry potterzz 3+4
beauty and the beast
superstar
big rock candy mountain
pirates of the carribean
butterfly effect
amelie
y tu mama tambien
waiting

Television:

The OC, Grey's Anatomy, America's Next Top Model, Desperate Housewives, Project Runway, Danny Phantom, anything on E.

Books:

I enjoy books about fucked up people, drugs, disease, + love.
I like poetry too.
Some of my favorite writers are JK Rowling, Toni Morrison, E.E. Cummings, Allen Ginsberg, Kevin Brooks, EL Konigsburg.
RIGHT NOW JILL'S READING:
The Handmaid's Tale By Margaret Atwood

Heroes:

Ani D.
Audrey Hepburn.
Allen Ginsberg.

My Blog

This book is my life.

"...i realized what a waste of my life this school crap was. it was nothing but a holding tank for kids without bigger plans or ideas. ...then it was as if the lighting changed and a camera slid down ...
Posted by bajiiiillion on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 09:51:00 PST

Morningwood & Head Automatica

Hey Heeeeeeeeeeey.   Last night was a fucking...journey. Katy and I were supposed to go to the Morningwood and Head Automatica show, riiight? So we left at 2, planning on getting to the T station...
Posted by bajiiiillion on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 09:39:00 PST

just like jesus

Yesterday I went to Mary-Kate's house! It was so much fun. We walked ALLL the way to Cumby's in the freezing cold just for a tiny box of Cheezits which cost us $3.59. We've got it bad. Next Thurs...
Posted by bajiiiillion on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 06:42:00 PST

this is every sort of pretty.

Every one of us has to look in a mirror and see herselfas beautiful before other people will.                 you must say, '...
Posted by bajiiiillion on Sun, 18 Sep 2005 09:02:00 PST

...?...

PLEASE ANSWER IN GREAT DETAIL. 1. ARE YOU SPONTANIOUS? 2. ARE YOU OPEN? 3. DO YOU LIKE DEPECHE MODE? 4. IS IT OK THAT I'M KIND OF SHY AT FIRST? 5. CAN YOU BE A LITTLE MEAN TO ME? [I MEAN GOD. YOU'RE J...
Posted by bajiiiillion on Tue, 30 Aug 2005 08:59:00 PST

Being Optimistic : ]

Three cheers for not biting my nails since Saturday morning! Hooooorrraay for maybe seeing Death Cab for Cutie with Katy in October! And yay that it's my sister's birthday!...
Posted by bajiiiillion on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 09:57:00 PST

Try it.

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: Smashing Pumpkins Are you male or female: [to] Sheila Describe yourself: Frail and Bedazzled How do some people feel about you: ...
Posted by bajiiiillion on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST