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I am a hard headed stubborn smart ass. I am southern born and raised, but I grew up working to not have that tpical Tennessee accent...if you listen to my parents talk, you'd understand why. I hate most country music but I will listen to some Bluegrass if in the right mood. I think my natural hair is dark brown, but its been so long since I've seen it I don't remember, but that's the color I choose when I want to look 'natural'. I come from a Dutch, German, Irish, Scottish, and Cherokee descent, so that might explain that big attitude and short temper I carry around. I speak my mind when I think it needs to be spoken, which turns out to be quite often. I don't sugarcoat things, I just tell them like they are. If I don't like you, I will tell you, but I will be polite in a place where fighting and arguing is not appropriate, but that doesnt mean that right outside the door I might not be waiting till just the right time to srike and take you out. I'm blunt and tell the truth about things. If you run your mouth about my family or friends, I WILL make sure they know it, and I will defend them to whoever is so gutless that they can only talk about someone behind their back. If you got beef with someone, stand up and dish it, because if you cant stand behind yourself and your own beliefs, how can you ever expect respcet from anyone? This attitude is what makes some people say I'm a bitch, and makes others love me dearly. I've been to jail a few times, luckily never for very long. I have a gang file with the KPD, but I don't ever recall being a gang member. CDK Bithces! I didn't graduate high school, but I did graduate college. I had a better career before I went to college than I have had after I graduated with three different business degrees, cuz then I found out that that gang file and arrest record keeps me from passing a background check. I love music of all types, but especially the kind that makes me get the goosebumps and bounce my head. I am so happy I no longer live in West Knoxville. I love b-grade horror movies, and good shoot 'em up action movies. I hate chick flicks, unlike my little sis..who I do love by the way. I also love people watching, nothing like those people who think they are oooohhh soooooo coooool, but really are just as stupid and annoying as those damn people who live in West Knoxville. Oh wait, most of them DO live in West Knoxville. I hate spoiled rich kids that decide they wanna be punk rockers and try to live that life while their family sits in a 500K home. I got diagnosed with Lupus a while back, so I have become an advocate for this disease that no one knows about. Educate yourself about it, you could make a difference. I love to write as a way to get my feelings out, sometimes I get a nicely laid out poem or short story, but mainly I wind up with run on paragraphs about myself that only make sense in the half ADD half manic depressive world that I live in.Artistic MySpace Layouts
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Its been a long month

About a month ago, I got an infection in my left eye, nothing uncommon, just part of living with Lupus. At the same time, I got symptoms of a sinus infection, pain pressure, then no voice and a bad co...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 15:03:00 GMT

susies story

Why are things always like this? I must be on the top of fate's shit list The harder I try, the harder I fall So, why the fuck should I give it my all? Kids are told they can be what the wanna Just st...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 19:05:00 GMT

Lost Love

I don't know why you left me Why was it your time? And why do all these people Keep telling me I'll be fine? When I looked into your eyes I knew what we had was real Never would have thought that D...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 18:31:00 GMT

CDK~The Legacy~

It began with a group of kids, lost and madGood souls that got labeled badIn every one of us was potentialBetween us we could've covered every credentialSure we acted out and tried a few drugsBut inst...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 17:24:00 GMT

It's Been a Year

It's been a year since my crappy news. It's been a long year filled with fear, education, lots and lots of medications, therapy, depression, doctors visits, taking blood, peeing in cups, and loosing w...
Posted by on Fri, 18 May 2007 10:45:00 GMT

The Sun

Each day I fight the sunWhen it shines I have to runLife just isn't quite as much funWhen you are allergic to the sun    
Posted by on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 16:14:00 GMT

Some political thoughts

What happened to my America, my land of the free Everywhere I go Big Brother's watchin' me There's cameras in the stores and cameras on the roads Pretty soon they'll be puttin' cameras in commodes The...
Posted by on Sun, 21 May 2006 18:16:00 GMT

My crappy news

hey guys, I want to start by saying that I am not writing this so that whoever reads it will feel sorry for me. I am writing this because I need to get this off my chest and in the process explain it ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 May 2006 07:59:00 GMT

A final farewell to the Hyundai

Ok...so most of you that know me know that I have driven my same little Hyundai Scoupe forever. I think it is the only car that alot of you have ever known me to have. Well after 11 years of roadtrip...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 07:14:00 GMT