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You dont understand me and you probably never will. Ive got a tendency to self destruct and a softspot for the filth. A hairline temperament and a switchblade for a tongue. Im a walking one-man genocide with a black belt in corrupt.Love me, hate me, isolate me every day that Im alive. Straight up mentally unstable but you dont have to like my life.Im a jinx, a curse, some say "the worst", hell im a savage, rabid beast. Ive been called so many fucking things that it doesnt affect me in the least.I admit ive stolen, lied and been crucified but I dont regret a thing. Im an egocentric masochist with a sadist's point of bleak. But I digress...Who am I? Depends on who you ask. Some see nothing more than a mindless monster, an egotistical freak of nature to be pitied or feared. Others see a man guided by a singular purpose. Who am I? As I stand under this hot light and look into this mirror, I see a monster and a man. But I also see a bullied fat kid. A son looking up to his old man. A youth in search of a road. Ive since found that road and soon, Ill know how far Ive gone and who next Ill become.Were all born the same, unfettered by preconceived limitations. Eventually, we submit to laws. There are those we must embrace in order to be free... The laws of iron and discipline. Then there are those we must challenge for that very same freedom... The laws of conformity and small-mindedness. The weight of these chains are so subtle, we forget them. This is how we are shackled, tamed. Normalcy becomes the rule and we grow comfortable with limits. Like a dog at the end of a leash, we move but never of our own will.It is time to defy, time to rise up... I will test my mettle, pull hard against these restraints. I will not let conventional thinking rule me. As I stand here, the chain will bury deep into my flesh, the weight will pull me down. But I will fight. I will defy gravity. If I fall, I will get back up. Life is short and every minute that passes hurtles us closer to the end. In the time that I have, I have bound myself to this chosen life and it to me-these words are the contract that bind me to this sport... Upon it, I have signed my name in blood.