Let me tell you alittle bit about myself. My name is Krissy, i'm a 25 year old. I was born May 10th, 1984 in a town called groton in connectict. yes...the naval sub base was my backyard for 17 long years. I can honestly say...I never dated anyone on base..lol My mom met my step-dad mark in 2000. we then moved to west haven connecticut where in finished my JR. and SR years in high school. after my mom and my setp-dad married in 2002...we then moved to hamden connecticut...i lived with them for 4 months untill i moved to meriden connecticut with a friend of mine. I recently moved back in with my mother untill I finish nursing school in which i graduated Dec 21, 2007, then I plan on moving out of mommy's house and starting a life of my own. I have one older sister Jennifer, she is married and has 3 beautiful kids. then there's Mikey, he has two beautiful daughters. then there's Stevie, he to is dating a girl named carissa. My grandmother lives with my mother and my stepfather. You see, I couldnt ask for a better life. I now live in Washington State and have found my one and only...his name is Shawn, he is 46 yrs old and has a very beautiful daughter who is 16yrs old. Shawn is 6ft 3in and weighs 180 oh yea...he's full Cherokee..mmmmmmm...and i now live with him..woohoo....oh yea..im now living in WA state...and let me tell you one thing...it was the best move i made in my life....i have a new family starting and cant wait to live it...oh wait...i am living it..lol..oh yea!!...i love him and he loves me.. I'm also a girl who doesn't take any shit from anyone. Being a Bitch means... I stand up for my beliefs. I stand up for those I love. I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my way. I won't compromise what's in my heart. I live my life MY way. I won't allow anyone to step on me. I refuse to talerate injustice. It means I have the courge and strength to allow myself to be me. So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame, Squash every ounce of beauty I hold within. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a BITCH, so be it. I embrace the title and i'm proud to be a BITCH.<><><><><><><&g t;<><><><><><><>&l t;><>
____________________________________________________________ ____________***************Native American Astrology - Birth Totem Beaver***************_______________________________________ _________________________________*Birth and animal totem: Beaver (April 20th - May 20th).______________________________________________________ __________________*Moon: Frogs return moon._______________________________________________________ _________________*Season Aspect: The growing time._______________________________________________________ _________________*Wind Relation: East winds.______________________________________________________ __________________*Directional Relation: East._______________________________________________________ _________________*Element Relation: Earth with fire._______________________________________________________ _________________*Elemental clan: Turtle clan._______________________________________________________ _________________*Plant totem: Wild clover._____________________________________________________ ___________________*Mineral totem: Bloodstone._________________________________________________ _______________________*Polarity with: Snake.______________________________________________________ __________________*Color Aspect: Yellow._____________________________________________________ ___________________*Musical vibration: D sharp.______________________________________________________ __________________*Personality: Resourceful and methodical._________________________________________________ _______________________*Spiritual energy: Masculine energies.___________________________________________________ _____________________*Emotions: High strung._____________________________________________________ ___________________*Positive traits: Persistent and often strong-willed.______________________________________________ __________________________*Negative traits: Inflexible, possessive and often times self involved.___________________________________________________ _____________________*Compatibilities: Woodpeckers, bears and geese.______________________________________________________ __________________*Conscious Desire: Security through abundance.__________________________________________________ ______________________*Subconscious desire: Freedom from attachments_________________________________________________ _______________________*Spiritual Path: To discover that which has lasting value.______________________________________________________ __________________*Strengths: Accepting change, compassion, inner security and confidence._________________________________________________ _______________________*Weakness: Possessiveness and inflexibility.______________________________________________ __________________________*Keywords - Persistent, industrious, patient, resourceful, oblivious.__________________________________________________ ______________________Birth totem beaver is one whose outer personality is immersed in an inner sense of insecurity as he/she enters their present incarnation. This lack of self worth may stem from an unstable early childhood environment or sense of personal loss. The beaver will then work furiously at building a comfortable dam for himself in which he can feel truly safe and secure. He is one who will work persistently and give his devoted attention to any task he sets his mind to until the project has been completed, allowing nothing to distract him in the process. As he grows in maturity and yearns to move beyond the comfort and security of his need to have and to possess things of material value, Beaver looks within himself to identify the long buried fear, loss or betrayal which has haunted him all the years leading up to that point in time, and have cumulated in the massive dam of twigs, logs and branches that clutter his mental and emotional space. The resulting fortress is ponderous indeed, and built as much to prevent others from gaining access to him (which he may equate with exposure to being "hurt" yet again), as to have the satisfaction of knowing he can depend upon himself free of connection to others.Yet since we are all here to interact with, learn from, and love one another, this house of twigs and branches is bound to collapse in upon the beaver at some stage along their soul’s progression. Yet, once the connection has been made that there is something "more" than having a roof over her head or a steady source of income to rely upon, Beaver can then apply her great sense of industry and resourcefulness toward overcoming the weights that threaten to pull her under into the murky waters of operating through unconsciousness. Think of the beaver as she constructs her dam, she is the reformer of the animal kingdom as she goes busily about gnawing down the wood necessary to build the dam which will safely protect and shelter herself and her offspring. In so doing, she not only changes the landscape or the vista of the woodlands about her, she changes the flow of water along the stream or river, creating a new energy to the balance of nature.What is this if not reformation, and the recognition that in order for new life to be given the chance to thrive and flourish, the old must first be cleared away? In tackling her life from the perspective of personal growth, beaver then moves beyond the conscious intent to have and possess, to find security within, and thereby completes the mission of the higher self.
