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*Traci_with_an_i*

Every day I love him just a little bit more, and he loves me the same.

About Me

Make this moment last like the deepest sleep you never wanted to leave.
*I have the most amazing husband, Peter. He is the answer to all my prayers. I can't imagine life without him. He fixed my heart that was broken for so long. I never imagined myself getting married but Peter took every fear away and showed me what true love is. Please pray for all our military whether you support the war or not, our men & women need your prayers & support!
*I am a Christian who believes in my faith and I know the only reason why I am still here and living- is because God is so awesome that he has worked miracles in my life and has plan for me that is bigger than anyone can imagine. I believe that if God brings you to it- he'll bring you through it and that all things happen for a reason.
*Music is a major part of my life.
*I cry every time I watch the Home Makeover show.
*My family and friends mean the world to me! I would give up my life for any of them.
*There's a special place in my heart for all the "underdogs" in this world and can't stand people being cruel.
*I am intelligent and I'm not afriad to say so.
*I'm a big dreamer and will do anything to make my dreams or anyone else's dreams come true. EDGAR ALLEN POE once said "those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which those who dream only by night may miss."
*PINKY SWEARS mean the world to me.
*I'll be the first to admit that I am a dork.
*I think too much and over analyze everything.
*I have a sarcastic sense of humor.
*I tend to ramble on & on and I tend to speak too fast and say the word "like" alot.
*I'm fashionably clueless but don't care. If I like it, then that's all that matters.
*I eat ranch dressing on most foods. Ok just about everything.....
*I have this thing with numbers. especially 3s.
*I absolutely adore my GodChildren. they are the air I breathe. I hate being 600 miles away from them now.
*I constantly have my nose in a book. I love learning.
*I teach middle school Family Consumer Science and Health and I absolutely love my job! I became a teacher to help young people realize their worth and know that there is someone out there who cares. I teach my kids life lessons not just what the textbook has to say. I've battled certain demons in my life and lost too many friends so I know what it's like to be young and lost. I want to make a difference. I want to know that something I said made a difference in just one persons life!! "its not about the money we make its about the passions that we ache for." Anberlin- Time and Confusion
A cause I strongly support: To Write Love on Her Arms

"I think of myself as an intelligent, sensitive human being with the soul of a clown, which always forces me to blow it at the most important moments." *Jim Morrison*
"The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."
An I Love Military Lays Design

My Interests

*PETER MICHAEL WORTHLEY JR.

*Jesus/God/ the Cross

*Music
*going to shows
*Photography
*Tattoos & piercings
*family & friends
*my 3 GodChildren
*holding hands with my husband
*stars
*dolphins

*Kurt Cobain

*Jared Leto

*Psychology
*cuddling with Peter
*Gwen Stefani
*Skateboarding & BMX
*Tommy Lee
*Reese's Pieces & Reese's Peanut Butter Cups
*chocolate pudding
*art- Salvador Dali

*teaching
*laughing & smiling
*aquariums & museums
*Health
*Traveling
*just hanging out doing nothing
*sleeping
*drinking hot tea
*Marilyn Monroe & James Dean

*Reading
*Poetry
*road trips
*puppies/ dogs

*California
*meeting new people
*movies
*cooking/baking
*Juliette Lewis

*the smell after it's rained
*rainy days in general
*thunderstorms
*Oregon
*driving and not knowing exactly where you may be going
*hot showers
*fuzzy slippers & wearing your pjs all day long
*Dr. Pepper *NYC and Times Square
*1980's
*Hollywood
*In and Out & Carl's Junior Burgers
*long walks
*Peanut Butter (especially Reeses)
*Chocolate Chip Cookies
*Caramel Cream Candies
*Hot Chocolate with Whipped Cream
*Singing along to my favorite songs even though I cant sing
*Going to the gym

The life that conquers is the life that moves with a steady resolution and persistence toward a predetermined goal. Those who succeed are those who have thoroughly learned the immense importance of plan in life, and the tragic brevity of time. - W.J. Davison ......

I'd like to meet:



tungtyed 11 Feb 2007 13:43 so if you havent realized im leaveing you a comment. since its like two days after your b-day i should really make it a good one. thank you for all youve done and all you do. without you i feel like im sinking in quick sand and noone is around to hear me. with you i know that you would do everything you could to get me out and if you couldnt you would join me. theres noone else in the world id rather call my girlfriend. you make the cloudest days seem like the sun never left. for all of this i love you and always will.


I found the guy that every girl dreams about….. He’s the guy that holds me when I’m upset and kisses my forehead to let me know he’s there. He’s the guy who brings me flowers just because he felt like it. The guy who I can have tickle fights and wrestles around with. He’s the guy who tells me that I look beautiful even when I am in sweatpants and haven’t showered in a day or two. He’s the guy who slow dances with me in the living room to Sublime….. He’s the guy who holds my hand, and holds it tight, even when we are out. He smiles and nods at everything I say…. even if it’s dumb. He will stay home with me on a Friday night just to watch movies and cuddles. He’s the guy who makes me laugh and smile like no other. He’s the guy who tells me he loves me till the day one of us dies, and I believe him! He takes my breath away. The one who I would lie with and forget the world. *PMWJ*

Anyone
New friends
Other Christians to help me with my walk.
Someone who loves music as much as I do, loves going to shows or has similar interests.
People that appreciate the small things in life.
I like people, I like music, so most likely I'll like you.

Music:


My absolute favorite bands:
*THE CURE
*NIRVANA
*UNDEROATH
*BLINDSIDE
*AFI
*ANBERLIN
*MOTLEY CRUE

~The music of friends helps to keep my heart beating!~

*MONEEN
*WAVING AT STRANGERS
*SCARY KIDS SCARING KIDS
*THE SLEEPING
*SCIENCE VS ROMANCE
*THE CLASSIC CRIME
*I AM THE AVALANCHE
*THE FORECAST
*VERBANA DARVELL
*PATTERNS IN ECHOES
*PAULSON
*A HERO NEXT DOOR
*CIRCA SURVIVE
*STILL REMAINS
*DRAMA FOR THE MASSES
SUPPORT THEM!

Scary Kids Scaring Kids

The Classic Crime
I Am The Avalanche

The Forecast The Sleeping

Science Vs. Romance

Waving at Strangers

"The masters in the art of living make little distinction between their work and their play, their labor and their leisure, their minds and their bodies, their information, their recreation, their love and their religion. They hardly know which is which. They simply pursue their vision of excellence at whatever they do, leaving others to decide whether they are working or playing" - James Michener

*3 Days Grace*30 Seconds to Mars*311*Acceptance*Adair*Adema*AFI*Aiden*Alkaline Trio*Alexisonfire*Alien Ant Farm*Anadivine*Ani Difranco*Apex Theory*Armor for Sleep *As I Lay Dying*At the Drive In*Atreyu*Avenged Sevenfold*Avril Lavigne*Bad Religion*Bane*Bayside*Beautiful Mistake*Beck *Beloved*Big D & the Kids Table*Billy Talent*Bleeding Through*Blind Melon*Bob Marley*BonJovi*Boy Sets Fire*Boys Night Out*Bradley Hathaway*Braid*Brand New*Brazil*Buffalo Tom*Bush*Candlebox*Cannae*Carole King*Chevelle*Chiodos*Chronic Future*Cinderella*CKY*Coheed & Cambria*Collective Soul*Converge*Copeland*Count the Stars*Counterfeit*Counting Crows*Cursive*Damone*Dave Matthews Band*Day at the Fair*Days Away*Dead Kennedys*Dead Poetic*Death Cab for a Cutie*Death From Above 1979*Deftones*Denali*Don't Look Down*Down to Earth Approach*Dynamite Boy*Early November*Eighteen Visions*Eisley*Emery*Endicott*Evergreen Terrace*Every Time I Die*Extreme*Fear Before the March Flames*Filter*Finch*Five Iron Frenzy*Folly*Foo Fighters*From Autumn to Ashes*From First to Last*Fugazi*Funeral for a Friend*Gatsby's American Dream*Garbage*Gin Blossoms *Glassjaw*Goo Goo Dolls*Good Charlotte*Green Day*Guns N Roses*H20*Halo Friendlies*Haste the Day*Hatebreed*He is Legend*Head Automatica*Heavy Heavy Low Low*Hole*Hopesfall*Hot Rod Circuit*Hum*Human Flight Committee*Idiot Pilot*Ill Nino*Incubus*Jack’s Mannequin*Jane's Addiction *Janis Joplin*Jason Mraz*Jawbreaker*JayZ*Jets to Brazil*Jimi Hendrix*Juliette and the Licks*June*Killswitch Engage*Led Zepplin*Letter Kills*Lifetime*Lincoln Park*Live*Lost City Angels*Lost Prophets*Mae*Matchbook Romance*Mazzy Star*Melee*Men Women and Children*Mercury Switch*MewithoutYou*Midtown*Misery Signals*Monty Am I*Motion City Soundtrack*Murder by Death*Muse*Must*MXPX*My Chemical Romance*Nada Surf*Name Taken*New Found Glory*Nine Inch Nails*No Doubt*Norma Jean*Northstar*Number One Fan*Offspring*Orange Island*Orgy*Outkast *Paramore*Park*Pearl Jam*Pennywise*Pink*Pink Floyd*Pixies*Plumb*POD*Poe*Poison*Poison the Well*Portishead*PostakService*Primus*Project 86*Radiohead*Rage Against the Machine*Rancid*Red Hot Chili Peppers*Reggie and the Full Effect*Relient K*Remembering Never*Reveille*Rollins Band*Rufio*RX Bandits*Saosin*Saves the Day*Say Hi to Your Mom*Sayonara Tiger*Scars of Tomorrow*Screams of Erida*Self Against City*Senses Fail*Seven Angels Seven Plagues*Sevendust*Sex Pistols*Shadows Fall*Silent Drive*Silverchair*Silverstein*Sinai Beach*Since the Flood*Sister Hazel*Slick Shoes*Smashing Pumpkins*Smile Empty Soul*Smiley Kids*Snapcase*Social Distortion*Socratic*Something Corporate*Soulfly*Spitalfield*Squad 5-0*Staind*Stars Hide Fire*Static Lullaby*Stone Temple Pilots*Story of the Year*Strata*Stutterfly*Sublime*Sunday Driver*Sunny Day Real Estate*Taking Back Sunday*Taproot*Tears for Fears*The Academy Is*The Bled*The Carpenters*The Chariot*The Clash*The Cooper Temple Clause*The Devil Wears Prada*The Distillers*The Doors*The Exies*The Explosion*The Faint*The Fall of Troy*The Format*The Get Up Kids*The Honorary Title*The Hope Conspiracy*The Juliana Theory*The Mars Volta*The Mighty Mighty Bosstones*The Modern Day Saint*The Movielife*The Postal Service*The Presidents of the United States of America*The Pretenders*The Ramones*The Red Jumpsuit Appartatus*The Roots*The Showbread*The Showdown*The Snake, The Cross, The Crown*The Spill Canvas*The Track Record*The Used*The Yeah Yeah Yeahs*This Day and Age*This Providence*Thrice*Throwdown*Thursday*Type O Negative*Velvet Revolver*Veruca Salt*Warrant*Watashi Wa*Weezer*Yellowcard*Zao

......

Movies:

*10 Things I Hate About You*Requiem for a Dream*Crazy/ Beautiful*Sam I Am*The Crow*City of Angels *8MM*ConAir*Suicide Kings*American History X*Fear*Virgin Suicides*Girl Interuppted*Meet Joe Black*Welcome to the Dollhouse*Heathers*Pretty in Pink*Breakfast Club*16 Candles*Queen of the Damned*The Outsiders*Shawshank Redemption*How to Deal*Uptown Girls*Just Married*Half Baked*The Lost Boys*Panic Room*White Oleander*Empire Records*Dazed & Confused*A Brokedown Palace
*Napoleon Dynamite

Television:

Law and Order*CSI*Miami/LA/London Ink*My So Called Life *Veronica Mars*Tru Calling*Crossing Jordan*Prison Break *Without a Trace*Monk*American Idol*Criminal Monds*The Ghost Whisperer*Numbers*Heroes

Books:

The Left Behind series Anything by Henry Rollins, Nicholas Sparks, Jodi Picolut, & James Patterson

Heroes:



*Grandpa Gene (2/24/28- 6/15/97) and Grandpa Keith (4/4/19- 12/22/03)*

*Jamie Elizabeth Smart* (7/23/83- 2/4/01)

Buddies for Life.... I miss the other pea in my pod..... No one can replace you!

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Daniel Brad Laschomb 8/3/80-10/15/95 Missing you like CRAZY!

My Blog

Being a military wife

I started off saying I was NEVER going to get married. I also said I would NEVER get involved with someone in the military. Then Peter came back into my life and my world was turned upside down. I fel...
Posted by *Traci_with_an_i* on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:49:00 PST

MRIs, CAT Scans, & Lyme Disease???

..> MRIs, CAT Scans, & Lyme Disease??? These are just a few of the things I will be going thru......Well actually I had almost half my blood taken today to testfor Lyme Disease, Thyroid, Vitami...
Posted by *Traci_with_an_i* on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 01:17:00 PST

i dont know these people but i cry over the loss of their lives

For the last few months, I've had this morbid "obsession." There's this website call Mydeathspace and it's people from Myspace that have passed away. I'm not even sure how I stumbled upon it.....but n...
Posted by *Traci_with_an_i* on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 04:50:00 PST

happiness was just around the corner

so i have to say that September was a much better month and i can tell that October will be even better. i moved to a new apt with Autumn and living with her is awesome. i actually have light in my li...
Posted by *Traci_with_an_i* on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 04:29:00 PST

RIP Danny Lovett

A week ago Wednesday my friend Danny was killed in a car accident. He was only 23. Speeding and hit a tree. Gone in a second. Today was his memorial service. It amazed me to see how many people showed...
Posted by *Traci_with_an_i* on Sat, 27 May 2006 03:30:00 PST

Do I ever stop thinking???

This Saturday is Jamie's 5 year anniversary and I know that is why there's been a change in my demeanor lately. This time of year I'm never myself. I miss her way too much. To be so close with someone...
Posted by *Traci_with_an_i* on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 05:09:00 PST

Realization

i just happened to be looking at some old pictures.i never noticed the tears in his eyes when i gave him that present. looking at him only in that picture, i cameto realize i have to let someone, who ...
Posted by *Traci_with_an_i* on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 05:11:00 PST

Life is way too short....

Thursday I had to go get a bunch of blood taken.... not a big deal. And just by chance Melanie was there getting some bloodwork done too. I hadn't seen her since she started the chemo and I couldn't h...
Posted by *Traci_with_an_i* on Sun, 28 Aug 2005 03:20:00 PST

About my name..........

(I wrote this yesterday) I figured since I am going to the Blindisde show tonight with Krysty, that today would be a good day to TRY to explain why the quote "I Wash My Wounds With Tears of Hope," fro...
Posted by *Traci_with_an_i* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Friends till the End.....and just to let you know- NOBODY PUTS BABY IN THE CORNER!!! :)

So I don't think I tell my friends how much I love them..... not enough at least. So this is for all of you!!! Thank you for giving me a shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen, helping me to...
Posted by *Traci_with_an_i* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST