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About Me

alexa yesenia.
i'm the girl that will catch your eye on the train and wont look away. ..yes, that girl. i believe in risking on stars rather than wishing on them.
i believe in a love that even time will lie down and be still for.
inhale, exhale, pass out, wake up, repeat. and just. breathe.
if my heart should ever beat for you. take care of it.
this is the picture that best describes me. look above.
umm... i dont mean to bother you, but your sex appeal is remarkable
when it comes down to it,
i let them think what they want.
and if they care enough to bother with what i do,
then im already better than them anyway.
im gonna amaze you so be careful.

im alexa. im gangster. im a princess. im nicotine. and caffeine. and you should know me. im not like anyone you've met
The Quiet World
In an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more,
and also to appease the mutes,
the government has decided
to allot each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.
When the phone rings, I put it in to my ear
Without saying hello. In the restaurant
I point at chicken noodle soup.
I am adjusting well to the new way.
Late at night, I call my long distance lover,
proudly say I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.
When she doesn't respond,
I know she's used up all her words,
so I slowly whisper I love you
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.
Jeffrey McDaniel

danielle.
me : why cant you live under my bed?
me : you make me brave
danielle : haha
danielle : yay you make me brave too
danielle : you make me feel like a giant black woman!
i love herr
we're the kind of girls
who eat an entire box of oreos
for fun
who will walk 4 miles to the store
for a slushie
but won't walk upstairs
to get clean socks
we'll start laughing hysterically
over a single word
& you'll have no idea why
we go to the movies
with a different boy every week
we'll run across town
under the streetlights
laughing the entire way
just because we can
we're there for eachother
when no one else is
the girls that stay up until 2 am
IMing nothing
we're the best friends
that can't live without eachother.

My Interests

i am pandorazbox. -aim.

take chances.
tell the truth.
date someone completely wrong for you.
spend all your cash.
fall in love.
get to know someone random.
be random.
say i love you.
get angry.
be the first to say im sorry.
scare yourself at least once a day.
sing out loud.
smile often.
dance in front of a mirror.
laugh at a stupid joke.
cry.
get revenge.
tell someone how much they mean to you.
tell a jerk how you really feel.
let someone know what they're missing.
laugh until your stomach hurts.
live life.


ok, so, there's this thing called retarded-ness,
&& me && my girls, well,
we've gone pro.

the shit you hear about me might be true but then again, it could be as fake as the bitch who told you.

i believe in beauty.
"beauty was my mother's law, her religion. you could do anything you wanted as long as you were bautiful. as long as you did things beautifully." -white oleander.

things that make me happy:
dance
music
friends
thunderstorms and rain
skin contact
smiles
ellen degenerous
summer plans
makeup&&clothes
pictures. pictures. pictures.
using other people's sidekicks
staying out&never going home.
=]

I'd like to meet:



i love new people. but you cant beat these.

danielle.
victoria.


someone whos good at loving && good at pleasing.

who i can call everynight.

who im not afraid to show off.

who treats me like a motha fuckin princess. but doesnt let me always have my way.

who knows how to fuck. point blank.

who doesn't change their mind.

everyone has something to hide.

loveme.lovemenot.

combustion comment boxes! me. coney island boardwalk. dancing

thank you alex.

Music:



anything. and everything. music shouldn't make you feel better. it should understand you at all times. music is stellar.

Movies:



practical magic
pans labyrinth
city of god
fight club
the notebook
ever after
singin in the rain
moulin rouge
grease
phantom of the opera

any dance movie:
step up.
take the lead
center stage
save the last dance
shall we dance?
dance with me

Television:



horrible reality t.v.
gossip girl
mexican soap operas.
one tree hill.
house
boston legal
CSI
court t.v.

Books:



white oleander
wasted
the twilight series
harry potter♥
speak
anything by phillipa gregory.
scribbler of dreams

Heroes:



my girls. danie&&vic
they each try everyday. to breathe. like me.

make me a fansign. and ill put it up.♥
danielle nolastname.

victoria stern.

alex. mazz.

kyle.

My Blog

21.

blair sits underneath her angelthe marble as cold as her eyes.blair looks into the eyes of her stone angel.glowing and feeding into her.its the perfect setting for blair to fade. 1,2,3, blair breathe....
Posted by alexa is your problem now. on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 09:36:00 PST

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coffee shop hopping in the arms of a new guyits raining and im soakedpark slope has never looked so graythe smell is all wrongthe arms are not rightyou're an old photograph i keep trying to throw away...
Posted by alexa is your problem now. on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 09:23:00 PST

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its been a long few months. chasing away broken heartswith too many cigarettes and too many miles drivenand too many corners turned.we meet up on invisible stoops and burn down the streets with our hi...
Posted by alexa is your problem now. on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 08:17:00 PST

18.

drift beside. walk right by. pass on through. we'll follow you.come inside. march right out. we all know what you're about.hands to mouth. bite desperately.and dont forget to ruin me. a foreign taste ...
Posted by alexa is your problem now. on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 08:13:00 PST

17.

tried on that dress today.took it off the hanger and pressed it close to me.looked in the mirror and processed reasons why.slid it over my head, and memories came to be. its the dress you left behindi...
Posted by alexa is your problem now. on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 07:37:00 PST

16.

we didnt sleep.i spent all night trying to connect his dots.i spent my time fitting him into a story.we're getting ready to leave.and this is what i've concluded.the man that stares into my eyes has n...
Posted by alexa is your problem now. on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 06:55:00 PST

15.

this is a moment in time. i am in victoria's backyard. she is sleeping. i sit on our green chairs and pull out a marlboro smooth. i cross my legs and i feel my head prepare itself. i lean back and i b...
Posted by alexa is your problem now. on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 08:09:00 PST

14.

shh.sit me down on the piano keysslide your hands in the space behind my kneesyou can breathe now.slip my dress over my headyour collar stained with redfingers shake, running down my thightilt my head...
Posted by alexa is your problem now. on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 11:51:00 PST

13.

you say you wont remember and now you cant forget the look of me as i walked away. these lyrics arent for you these words arent about you they're for him. eyes that outshine you hands that return you ...
Posted by alexa is your problem now. on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 01:38:00 PST

12.

  days pass. the nights they come and go. the flowers bloom or they dont. ive finally realized the changing of days. everything floats on. because you're gone. after every night there is anoth...
Posted by alexa is your problem now. on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 06:55:00 PST