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Raskolnikov

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About Me

My name is Sean First off and most important of the thing you have to know about me is I try to live mainly for happiness of all. I don't lie, steal, meaningfully hurt, do drugs, or overly indulge in things(or at least im trying not to). I practice compassion towards all no matter what they've done to me(or again at least im training and trying to be) and i won't hold a grudge or try get revenge. If i meet you then it was because it was my destiny, and yours as well. I love to meet new people, but i can be shy at times, and people can think i'm being standoffish, but i'm not. So don't think i am, i love to meet new people. unless you just plan on being a prejudice jerk... I strive in life to make things equal for the most people for the best good. I don't think it's fair for some to exert control over others because they have money or family status. A motto for what i strive in life could be "for the greatest good of the greatest number of people". I don't just stand around and wait for this to happen. Im a political activist for the greatest good. For the greatest number. you can call me a communist like most people do, but that's not true. Im not a communist, i'm not a capitalist, i use theories from both ideologies, but i've yet to create a name for my theory. If you want to hear more about it ask me. I'll give about anything a try but only once if i dont like it. I play the drums, piano, and guitar. I write classical music on the piano and guitar and perform it. I have two (techinically three, but i'm abandoning one) albums out so far so if you'd like to hear my music, then talk to me about it. I you wanna know more about me then add me and talk to me... (MSN (only for messenger (which i'm rarely on)) [email protected] (it's an old email, i'm not an anarchist, haha))If you want to contact me by email, use my main email account: [email protected]
1984 Soviet Parade - Crimson Tide
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeoIHxSaEaU

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Well alot of dead people, such as John Lennon, Lenin, Gandhi, Siddhartha Gautauma, Jesus, Chopin, plus some that are alive: Vladimir Putin, The Dalai Lama, Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche, Helena Bonham Carter, Roger Waters, and maybe even Tim Burton

My Blog

Those Eyes

(written December 15, 2007)Eyes telling all but the truthPeering into a soul whoms desires are unknownWhoms wants are hidden from meWhen is one to know when the truth is trueEyes are the gateway to th...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 02:05:00 GMT

The Loss

The end, the end-before it even beganThat which deafens more than anything ever couldThat which turns the soul coldThe silence-affecting all it canThe silence-tearing apart what could have beenThe end...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 21:47:00 GMT

Powerless

No belief did I have that it would happen soCausing me to drop everything again and fixiate.Into my life, before I could even think noThou robest my emotions and faith, thou robest my fateBut, alas, i...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 21:17:00 GMT

The Endless Fall

The dream...A dream, fallen from the skyImmediatly destroyed at impact, however, dying so slowIt seemed as it was almost reality, but it never could flyA dream decayed, the chance betrayedThe fire...A...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 20:29:00 GMT

The Rosebud

The color of mine own, reflected back at meA deep coral of a beautiful seaFixed upon me, and I hardly breatheThe words one continually begs to speakIn current, a shielded rosebud in my dreamsAll the b...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 17:50:00 GMT

Regrets

"When i'm lonelyAnd when I want somethingI'm sure to regret the cause I Beg...and I pleadTake it away!I can't stand it!It's the only regret of my life!! Oh how I regret it!How sad am I?Nothing (nor sa...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 01:16:00 GMT

A Natural Causaction

You're HilariousYou don't ever keep to a word you sayI'm sure you love to think you've never made a mistakeWhen all is well, and you think you're safe One minute you're this, the next you're thatThe n...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 00:51:00 GMT

...Among the Ashes

A flame appears among the ashesBeyond the previous mountain passesA new flame, a different flameAmong the cleared rubble, it slowly dancesEmbracing the passion like a long lost friendWhom returns no h...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 17:52:00 GMT

The Final Ember Dies

It's finally deadThe last ember extinguishedAll of what we hadIs only a memory of the pastThe wind blew and the thunder crackedDays, weeks, months, it kept going onBut now my bags are packedThe storm ...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 17:43:00 GMT

The Death of a Rose

My heart was not just strained It was not just pulled How unbearable it was&the pain The hurt&which became so violently lulled   The petals fell and the thorns grew Into my heart, slowly attachi...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 00:34:00 GMT