I've been to hell and back. I trip over myself, I spill shit, I laugh like an idiot. I cuss at people I don't even know. I talk shit and I get myself into stupid shit. Drama, I start it. I can finish it too. I get into trouble. I make trouble. I mess up, I fuck up, I screw up, I take the hit and I stand straight like I wasn't even touched. The pain is worth it because it makes me realize that I can't just blink my eyes and have it all go away. Everything that hurts is wortht it, because I FEEL it. Life is real and I'm messing it up every day in every way.
People ask if I have regrest, hell to the fucking no.
beacuse at one point, I'll think back, laugh, and remember the hell of an interesting life I had that taught me a lesson. I'm on this earth for a goddamn reason. Making mistakes doesn't make me less of a person. It makes me stronger than I already am. Learn the hard way, get my punishment, understand the reason of discipline, have no complaints and no regrets. Eyes open, chin up, mouth smiling, deep breathes. We're alive and we were made to learn from the stupid shit we do. So sit the fuck back and enjoy the fucking show. Life is what I want it to be, the power is mine and in my hands to make it what I want. Blink once, think twice, no one can tell me how to live MY life. and I REFUSE to let them take over my wheel. Once you're in my car, you're gonna get the ride of your life. So hold tight, put on your seatbelt cause it's going to be a bumpy ride.
AiM= Nikky Sixx 89
