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About Me

My name is Ashley and I'm 19 years old. I feel like the next few months are completely undecided. I don't think I'll be back on campus until next year. My life has been turned upside down this month. I do know that I will do whatever it takes to survive this with the help of God.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

My baby Q. He makes me feel so loved and desired. I'm so in love with him. There is nothing in this world that I wouldn't do for him. I know that we'll spend the rest of our lives together.

My Blog

Dosen’t Make Sense

I was smiling this morning because I had awaken with a beautiful image of Marques. The love that I can't get enough of. I thought the day would be fine until I walked down the hall and all of sud...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 17:50:00 GMT

Love or Happiness (it’s hard to have both)

Why is it that happiness has an expiration date? Why can't it be everlasting like love? Having someone say "I'm happy with you" is sweeter than the words "I love you".  With love comes ...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 17:32:00 GMT

Mentally Exhausted

Have you ever looked in the mirror and not recognize the person staring back at you? Being absolutely horrified at the pale, distrought, disturbed face but unable to change it. Feeling completely help...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 14:39:00 GMT

Delusions of love

I love himI love himAs much pain as it brings meI always willFrom the look in his eyes to the feel of his touchIt is pure loveWhen he turns me away I cry but do not lose hopeFor I know he'll beg me ba...
Posted by on Mon, 14 May 2007 15:04:00 GMT

Decision Finalized

The big decision has been made. I'm staying with the one I'm with. He's the one that has accepted me flaws and all. It would be stupid of me to ruin that for an hour and a half of passion th...
Posted by on Wed, 09 May 2007 19:40:00 GMT

Big Decision

How is it that I can't chooseOne gives me passion and ecstasyMore than my body could ever desireThe other showers me with love and acceptanceMore than I could ever deserveOne wants me to share his com...
Posted by on Sun, 06 May 2007 08:40:00 GMT

Love at your own risk

He told me that he loved me I know he really doesNot as much as I love him thoughIt truly hurts when I hear him utter those three wordsHe's the one I wantFar from the one I needThe sound of his voice ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 May 2007 16:51:00 GMT