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About Me

Music always finds its way into my mind. Beautifully woven soundwaves like that of a storm.
Do you ever stare up at the stars and dream? I do. I love driving in the snow and rain, the sound is so calming. Winter is my favorite time of year I dont mind shoveling snow just as long as I have someone to talk to every once in a while.Long hot showers to wash away a long night of hard work. I work 3rd shift at walmart, been at it for 3yrs. Broke up with my gf at the end of june or beginning of july I cant remember exactly. We have a 3year old son who I love very much and wouldnt change him for the world even though sometimes I wish he were older :) but that will come in time as do many things.I am a Libra and I take pride in that. As well as my passion. I am loving and gentle I hate to see anyone cry as I myself am sensitive. I love to cook especially during winter. I like to throw things together and experiment just to see if it tastes good. If its good I write it down. I also like to write short stories and poetry. Mostly my poetry is sad though its just how I express myself sometimes. I tend to write naughty stories but I cant help it its just how im wired ;).I like to work with my hands I used to work on a horse farm, it sucked but I miss working outside. I miss my grandfather who I grew up with and looked up to. He was kind and gentle a very patient man. So much changes, it hurts but I get through it. I am not religeous I belive in science. Kinda why if I ever get my own house I will install Solar panels. I find Hydroponics interesting. I have a 55gallon fish tank with 3Convict cichlids, 1Upsidedown Catfish, 1Green terror, and a Placo algae eater. I also have a 45gallon with a 5inch Red Zibra cichlid that likes to eat large crickets. My grandfather always had these massive gardens. Gardening is in my blood and I cant wait to grow more than strawberryies.Someday I hope to find someone that can accept me for who I am and all my faults. Nobody is perfect. I am far from it. I just hope to share my passion with someone. I have only been in love once and im still trying to figure out my life. So if you are curious or just want to say hi, send me a Message. Im always looking to meet new people. My Yahoo is Ashraious if you would like to chat sometime.
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I'd like to meet:

Someone Pretty and smart, Someone who will look at me for who I am. Someone who is not afraid to get dirty or go fishing. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I dont consider myself beautiful. Dont be afraid to dance in the rain, you might get sick but its well worth it if you get to do it with someone you love and then you take care of each other. I miss the touch of another. Someone to share everything with. Im not afraid to bare it all but I am afraid to be alone.

My Blog

Early morning thoughts

As my mind awakens shrowded in early morning mist, dewdrops of thought. Heavy with each breath. Flittering through the air great particles that shout out all at once in slow deliberation. Not only do ...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 04:27:00 GMT

Resonance

Whisper thy name, forbidden...Your will... my purpos.I shall not keep you waiting.Compfort, your words sultry and demanding.Head bowed as you speak.The resonance of your voice a trigger, catalyst to y...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 03:49:00 GMT

Colorfully

These colors, rivulets behind my eyes. Wisps of color, smoke in essence my soul. The conscious of my being that only I can see. Through passion I see as I do. So many things missing, Through my...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Oct 2008 23:50:00 GMT

Love’s Assassin and the Breaker of hearts.

    Cold, save for the Sovereignty of thought. True as the warmth that escapes me in anger and frustration. I pray thee for sleep, suppose a sad mind will not close when so much in con...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 14:03:00 GMT

Deep Breath

Emotions that filter through my mind like rivulets of rainwater searching for a resting place. My thudding heart has since slowed, the sun has set. Ticking fingertips have quieted as the connection fr...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 13:28:00 GMT

Starvation Of the Soul

  Starvation of the soul My attention is thus, blinding to the point my mind reads like an error. I try and smile but my lips crack and split, mirrored by my state of mind. So I write. Thing...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 00:52:00 GMT

Restlesness

  The restlesness of my body seems to fill my mind as pressure equalizes. My own ballence feels off as im constantly fumbling my days and picking my words in an uncertain blindness. The night...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 23:24:00 GMT

The Aurora of Isolation

These words flow like sorrows winding ribbon cutting through me in the dark. But the dark doesnt last forever. I always come crashing down from my high of happy delusions. The love of a Libra i...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 20:30:00 GMT

Words of a Libra

    My mind has faultered skipped in its wayward smile. To feel that familiar fire of mischevousness that always dances behind my eyes. The excitment of primal urges that stirr within,...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 18:06:00 GMT

Shikata Ga Nai

    The mind is but paper thin. With rips and tears tattered like an old flag. Conciousness like the wind that twirls the leaves stripping them from their perches, within each branch an...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 04:33:00 GMT