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Emylu™

Fine: Fucked up, Insecure, Nuerotic, Emotional = FINE!!

About Me


I am now living my life moment to moment. I'm so sick of trying to plan my life out and figure out what I'll do....TOMORROW. Fuck tomorrow. I live for today. I let everything fall into place. I don't even think about the past that haunts me, I look forward at my second, my minute, my hour, my day. I don't care what anyone thinks about me and if you don't like me, chances are I don't like you either. I live for my son and my life. Every breath I take has new meaning, every clear blue sky, every sneeze, every cough, everytime I cry, everytime I dream, every shower, every gift, every thank you or your welcome, every minute of every hour when I work, every smile I get from Hunter, every I love you mommy...everything has new meaning. To think back to the time in my life when I wanted to end it, makes me want to puke. I try not to think of my past..everything I've done, everything everyone's done. I have ONE life..I don't get a re-do. I've already asked for a re-do. That didn't happen. So I have to live the life I've been given the best I possibly can. And that's what I intend to do..for my Hunter and me.
-The End- (for now...)
MY GOD I made a cute kid...I love this boy..
My big brother Damen and I, I'm told I hated kisses..can u tell?

My Interests



LIKES:
Hunter man, working, ridin' the quad, dirt bikes, riding horses, UFC, tattoos, snowboarding, wakeboarding, MY SISSY HAR, cleaning, HUNTING, CAMPING, Ice Fishing, shooting random garbage, Karma BEOTCH!, playing in the mud, Wal-Mart at 3am, wine, IN-N-OUT BURGER, listening to Hunter sing along with Hank Williams Sr., butterflies in my stomach, Old school Pin up girls from the 1940-50's & that entire era, making an atheist feel like shit, taking a smoke break with someone over the phone, Pizza and Beer, BIG Guns, little guns, any gun, loaded guns, Nevada, Snow, falling down snowboarding and being able to get up just to eat snow once more, Discovery channel, Spongebob, my opinion, chocolate cake, being a hot tom-boy, Tropical PUNK, tattoos, BLASTING Mudvayne in my car when I'm pissed off, onions!!, icing on ritz crackers, showers, Hunter kisses, Hunter smile's, Hunter giggle's, making dumb little girls jealous, Cabela's, random road trips to Battle Mountain with Ashley, shopping for guns, a brand new pair of socks, clean clothes fresh out of the dryer, getting a smile from a gorgeous guy across the grocery store, tripping & looking like an idiot and still getting a smile and a laugh, Otter pops, having a long drawn out conversation about hunting with 5 grown men interested in what I have to say, Waffles, Coffee, waking up on the ground in snow in a sleeping bag, campfire cooked eggs....lots lots more.
DISLIKES:
Mexicans taking over America, Spanish over-ruling the english language IM STARTING TO WONDER IF WERE IN AMERICA OR MEXICO ANYMORE!!, I FUCKEN HATE HATE HATE LIARS!!!, People that use other's for their own benefit, manipulators, cheaters, people that steal, dark chocolate, selfishness, evolution, the big bang..all that bullshit, atheists, annoying teenage Emo kids, dumb ass gangster niggers that can't speak english (yes, I said nigger) California laws and politics, Hillary FUCKING Clinton, 90% of MEN, Hippies, peas, liver, Vodka, the sound of hot water being poured into a mug, stupid girls that try too hard, people that say one thing and do another, or go back on their word, know-it-all's, the Playboy bunny, people with NO common or people sense, redundant noises, Dora and Diego(little beaners), dirty mexicans that undress you with their eyes, waking up HOT and sweaty, bad hair, make-up or clothes days, losing shit, people that can't stop talking, people in general, cops on a power trip

I'd like to meet:

God (hopefully not soon), my Nana in heaven, Johnny Cash, Chuck Liddell, Stewie Griffen...to name a few and maybe one guy that will prove to me they are not all the same...

Music:

Mudvayne, Seether, Pantera, Metallica, Breaking Benjamin, Simple Plan, Seether, Evanesence, Fly Leaf, Sevendust, Fuel, Saliva, Ozzy, Nickelback, Three Days Grace, Megadeath, all your basic GOOD rock bands, new age and classic. Old country: Johnny Cash, Waylon Jennings, Merle Haggard, Dolly Parton, Patsy Cline, Hank Williams, Sr. & Jr. New country: Brad Paisley, Gary Allen, Sara Evans, George Straight, Carrie Underwood, Leann Rhimes, Taylor Swift, Trace Adkins, Montgomery Gentry, Rascall Flatts, Tim McGraw, Faith Hill. OH and I LOVE Frank Sinatra and Billie Holiday.

Movies:

Super Troopers, Ratatoullie Joe Dirt, Shawshank Redemption, Wedding Crashers, Legends of the Fall, Troy (any Brad Pitt movie) Walk the Line, Grandma's Boy, Talladega Nights, Super Bad, Star Wars Episode 1-6, Tombstone, Full Metal Jacket, The Notebook, 50 First Dates(ANY Adam Sandler movie), 300, so many many more..and of course I like a good country western that has hardcore gun fights and a good war movie, lots of guns.

Television:

ONE TREE HILL currently..I'm hooked for life. "Friends" is still my favorite show on television and I cried when they did the last episode. I have seen every episode at least ten times each. I still watch it. Other than that, I like reality TV (even tho they are taking it a little overboard with the shit their coming up with), brand new sitcoms, health and nature shows, crime and justice TV.

Books:

I love reading..I'll pretty much read anything you put in front of my face. I admit it..I am a hardcore book worm.

Heroes:

My grandma, my nana, my Aunt Jeri, Johnny Cash and John Wayne.

My Blog

This is now...

THIS IS NOW Another memory and I'm asking myself How can I let the past be the past? Once and for all..take a hold of my future and not let it control what I aspire to have. I see where my decisions ...
Posted by Emylu™ on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 11:13:00 PST

Our Nation, UNDER GOD

Now I sit me down in schoolWhere praying is against the ruleFor this great nation under GodFinds mention of Him very odd.If Scripture now the class recites,It violates the Bill of Rights.And anytime m...
Posted by Emylu™ on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 09:04:00 PST