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im a lady now although sometimes i still feel that im still in high school... i can say that i am more mature now than before... i know the things that i have do to although sometimes i tend not to do them... a certified whiner! thats what my friend told me... i complain a lot especially when it is worth complaining for... i love to laugh till i couldnt breathe anymore... i laugh at the littlest things... and even hours have already passed and i thought about it i would just crack up... on the contrary im a cry baby... movies... name it... you would just hear me sniffing and trying to hide that tears... i love music... not a day had passed without me hearing any single song... love songs... love singing... most especially the songs that are depressing... they are my lullabies... they sooth me... apart from that i find myself a little confusing... there were times that i feel like writing a song or a poem... there were times that i feel like story telling just like what i am doing right now... there were times i lazy and i just want to sit or lay down while watching or surfing the net... im the type of person that if i feel do to something at this very moment i have to do it or else it will leave my system and when i am ready and all set to do it, guess what i am not in the mood anymore... very impulsive major word to describe myself... its like do i want this top or not? hmmm nah ill wait or dont have money... or should i have this no? decision making... i know is really hard to do but it is harder for me... i have to have an opinion from another people and its probably because i dont want to have any regrets... but when i really reallly reallly know and ive made my final decision to forget about a thing... one word just fits it... PERIOD! there are more to say about myself but the sun is ready to come out and im still awake so ill just go to the dream village and relax...