courtney [she's a maverick]♥

I'd like to meet:

i got holes in my ears and a heart next to my eye. don't try to label this shit bc i am undefned. watch out for me in the pit bc i fuck u up. hav u bleeding so much u fill a cup. im the sweetest person you'll ever meet. just don't get on my bad side or you'll get beat.

i wear my pants like they r painted on and my heart hidden from everyone. i am goofy as hell. "i wish i could find a girl like her. she is so crazy and random."-jake i love everyone in my life and idk wat i would do with out them :D

i luv to mosh and just go crazy. i hate wen girls scream b/c they get pushed in the pit :X don't be a panzy! lol going to shows to see my fav. bands pretty much the best thing in this world.
i luv this girl! we r so much a like its kinda wierd. the way she interacts with ppl, really listens to ppl, smiles, and attitude. she is so up beat! always finding the good with the bad. i want to be just like her. always having a smile and living life like it could end at any moment. she is beautiful and smart. she is my hero!

roy is my husband sense 7th grade. we hav children (no we r not really married *rolls eyes*) he has always been there tho the almost pee ur pants moments on the boces bus to the trying to be a tough guy moments. he keeps me from going crazy at skool and he is my BEST freind. i cant see me with out u right fucking next to me! i can tell him everything even stuff i dont tell some of my girl friends :] i luv u roy lee kelly <3 and not even college can split us apart! i can't wait to move in together! You, me, rylie, and denali! one big happy family 0:] "i can wait till we move to alaska! The day we move in together is when all my dreams come true" <3every moment i spend with u is worth a life time and i wouldn't replace this feeling for anything<3

jonanthan is one of my best friends. we never changed our personalities for each other we r just too much a like from the start. we dated for 8 months and even tho we r not together now we r still amazing friends. this kid always knows how to make me laugh and put a smile on my face. he always keeps me guessing and i luv talking about old times we had. he is the most amazing person i hav met and i couldn't see my life with out him in it. luv u goofy ball <3 this is jake! he has recently entered my life. he is just a crazy as me and i luv him like a brother. from the moment i met him i knew we were gonna be friends. he is the most straight edge kid i know and i am so proud of him. he doesnt let anyone make him do anything he doesnt want to do. ur my hero for never care wat ppl think LUV U MAN!
garce is my sidekick. i hav loved her from the moment i met her. she is my lil rocker mama and we hav so much in comment it scares me sometimes. cuddling, snowboarding, and rocking out to music is our lives! i am going to miss her so much wen i move :[ im trying to get her and the lover of her life to come with us... hopefully i can talk them into it!
jaycen is the craziest kid i no. he stole my lovers heart (garce) but i let him :P "jaycen i luv ur sound effects :P" you and i hav become very close over time and garce thinks we hav alot in commen and thats why she loves you so much. (i deff believe that) i hav enjoyed all our drunk times and hanging out by the bon fires! i luv u kid SO much.... you r like a bro to me :D
meg has been one of my best freinds sense i was in 3rd grade. "i like ur purple glasses"-me
"i like urs too"-me
been love ever sense B] I can't wait for more gore memories this winter mama! never change baby
kelby is my bro. i luv him so much and we hav been threw alot 2gether. we r pretty much twins even tho we r not blood related. "ur bro is so hott!"-girlz
"yay he is a hottie... runs in the hahn family :p"-me
mess with me or him get ready b/c here somes a fucking army
mle has always been known as the problem child. i luv her for it tho :P she is my lil cheering mama and goofy ball. she luvs her boobz and she is crazy but idk wat i would do with out her. "no kitty. no cha chaa..."-mle "HAHAHA"-me and garce laughing till we pee
kelsea is amazing! she is hyper and loves to go to shows! im was happy to add her to part of my cambridge crew friends after a show we went to. she is so crazy and out going i fuckin love her.

Be calm
love me
Today... yesterday.
what tearful longing for you... for you.. you
my life
my all
all good wishes to you
Oh, do continue to love me
never misjudge your lover's most faithful heart.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
-lidwig

i love photo!
the tattoo i am getting on my foot ended up being a photo
taken by the best black and white photographer...
IRONIC?!?!? i think fucking so