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happiness

am i really happie?!?! when i was in uni where i was reading political theory.. i vaguelyy remember this line from plato's republic " happiness to the greatst number"... so am i really happie?!?! i fe...
Posted by farsider on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 05:36:00 PST

drifting...

drift... distant.. silence...  placeless...  
Posted by farsider on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ex-es...

one more thing.. i keep bumping into ex-es the past week.. the feeling is weird.. jus surprised.. anyway its been so long.... jus the initial shock of seeing them again...   other than that.. i ...
Posted by farsider on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

temprements...

am i tempremental?! emotional??! too sensitive?!? maybe i am... i never said i make a good gf...but of course this is not an excuse to be a bad person and/or gf.... im trying to keep my emotions...
Posted by farsider on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the jinx...

so we just came back from bintan..but things dont seem right..   first little jonnie got his toes ran over by the car..then when we reached bintan it was cloudy.. no sun =*( the next day was...
Posted by farsider on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

bintan ppt

current mood: =*( spent abt 2 hrs doing the ppt.. but then something's wrong wif msn so the transfer was so damn slow so had to cancel.... was quite upset coz i spent some time and energy and heart ...
Posted by farsider on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

uneasy and bad vibes

last nite we kinda had some argument and unhappiness.. think this is the first time we actually even argued about something.. when 2 persons are in conflict (not violent.. yet! ;P) .. there is bound...
Posted by farsider on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

random thoughts and i heart u

its been a LONG time since i last blogged!! i used to blog when i had probs.. when i was in dilemma .. when i was in sadness.. when i was in confusion.. basically all the negative emos... when i ...
Posted by farsider on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

back!! fatter and heavier!!

im back!! frm the ozzie land!! and since then.. i am getting rounder and rounder and rounder.. =*( need to lose the pounds!! after christmas lar ;P hahaha
Posted by farsider on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the wait..

i used to anticipate his emails.. no matter how short and curt.. it jus makes me happy jus to see his name in my inbox.... but now his name just spells hesitation... anyway im too bz to ponder upon...
Posted by farsider on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST