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Goodbye high school, hello real world!
as much as I'm not ready for you here I come with my heart racing scared as hell. I want those days back the days i'd fall and look up at my ma and cry and cry till she picked me up, when I'd beg to stay up late at night to watch nick at nite with her, when I wanted to do everything just like my mama! How I couldn't wait to grow up so I could do the things my ma wouldn't let me, I want it all back I feel like in a blink of an eye I went from crying over a boo boo to, crying over a boy breaking my heart or losing a best friend and now I'm crying because it's all over, I'm a big girl I have to wipe my own tears now, have to pick my own self up. As tough as it is I have to move on and man up, time to grow up and become an adult I'm on my own now. I mean I will always be that crazy, happy, outspoken, bitchy Alexandra we all know and love, and im still always down to party but along side of that I know it's time to mature! So real world be gental I have a soft and scared heart!....
