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O wretched man that i am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? Romans 7:24

About Me

I'm a rarity.. i'm nice.. not mean , not out for myself. i've resently (last three months) had a few events that totaly changed my out look on life. no i'm not turning into a bad person. just not living like i use to. i want to be FREE ! loosed of all these problems that keep dragging me down. strange through all this pain. i can still smile and laugh everyday. thats such a blessing..

My Interests

being a nerd, i love books.. reading.. I LOVEEEEEEE ANIME.... video games music! art.. of all kinds dancing ,singing is one of my biggest passions .. being shy.. i'm homely.. so not much of a social butterfly..but i can talk to anyone.. i know confusing right? i love a lot of things very diverse-=) astronomy. and . . ohh i love cooking! baking and all that soo.. yeah gemology.. all that stuff i loveee art! with a passion people i've found that i love(more to come ) Edgar Degas(..1 to me) Mikhail Lebedev Ernesto "Che" Guevara the more i read of his life, teachings, and phil. the more i find myself enlightened

I'd like to meet:

Cool people =)i'd really love to meet someone who stimulates my mind..and i want to learn muay thai!! its a new life goal.NOT HERE FOR LOVE! i have that already=)

Music:

I love alllll music!! really.. yeahh i know.. all music.. chopin.. children of bodom.. miles davis.. grath brooks.. john cultran tito puente.. marc anthony anthony santos !(ohh i love him) the beatles john mayer evenesence match box twenty goo goo dolls usher donell jones 2 pac kirk franklin johnny cash plain white t's Dimmu Borgir is one of my new faves. NiN elton john eric clapton the temptations immortal technique .. and more more more and moreeeeeeeee..

Movies:

Movies.. wow i'm a HUGE movie fan.. i like all types except horror they are just getting bloody and stupid ... and i'm a chicken.... my fave movie is ong bak uhm.. i love comedies and the love story thing! I mean come on , i am a girl. and also i love action as long as it has something to it.. martial arts movies get more than romantic movies do.. maybe if they through some kick boxing right before they made out i'd like it more i unnooo lol i resently saw wedding slashers.. ohh i adored that movie .. hrm ong bak, the worrior, last samerai (i spelt that so wrong lol) house of flying daggers , hero, howls moving castle, blood the last vamp, mirror mask, pans labyrinth, motorcycle diaries, apacolypto, .... there are really too many okay i'm going to stop listing

Television:

i havn't really watched tv in a long time.. no time

Books:

duhhh I loveeee books! if i have a free week with nothing at all planed i can easially read a book a day each day..=) i think besides the bible=) my fave book has to be she's come undone i was super depressed and felt all alone and i read this book and it really struck me=) beautiful business lol.. and my new fave is Madea's book don't make a black woman take off her earrings.. lol its great .. she's come undone by wally lamb is really good. uhm.. i've read so many books its kinda scary.

Heroes:

hero??..

My Blog

life..

is so beautiful... i was always pretty happy.. but whoa! .. lol i met this amazing man.. who changed everything. i can't believe he made me HAPPIER.. sillier.. he .. he completes me =) i'm happy -C...
Posted by yay! on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 03:52:00 PST

1 am realization.

so.. i baby sat tonight insted of going out, and having fun.. not even for the people i normally baby sit for.. for their friends cuz they couldn't get a babysitter.. the kids were adorable though.....
Posted by yay! on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 12:37:00 PST

a little update..

so.. re-read my last blog.. and it still brother me. i realize that i just started to work and i didn't really deal with Greg's death.. sorta like he just went away in my head its sorta like he moved ...
Posted by yay! on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 06:16:00 PST

last night (8-11-07)..

 I thought maybe if i got out of the house, it wouldn't hurt so bad. So i went over to a buddies house for a bbq, with arlene. and.. yeah.. it was okay i was trying hard to smiles, laugh i couldn...
Posted by yay! on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 11:27:00 PST

why??

CHAPPAQUA - A 61-year-old man who was well known for his kindness and sense of humor was struck and killed by a car yesterday afternoon as he was on his way to Starbucks. Gregory Cook, a resident of ...
Posted by yay! on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 07:17:00 PST

home is where the heart is

Well i went to church on sunday, and. WHOA! lol it was so awesome! the music was INCERDIBLE! i missed high praise and i really tried not to desturbe the service but once a few people noticed me (lol ...
Posted by yay! on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:06:00 PST

interesting..

Funny how life works eh? sometimes God wants us to fail, so he can show us how much better we can do and God showed me today how.. important i thought i was to other people .. not that i'm not impo...
Posted by yay! on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 05:52:00 PST

arg

I just finished watching a doofy stupid romantical movie. and it makes me so lonely. girls like me don't get love .. no we end up lonely with our cats.. =( stupid romantical movies lol i am such a ...
Posted by yay! on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 11:10:00 PST

ungateful

I feel so ungrateful right now. God is showing me so much soo so much and.. well its beautiful and sad i need to man up!!! arg.. i feel so lazy and lonely and stupid and negitive and God hasn't fill...
Posted by yay! on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 09:38:00 PST

sunday night..

Church was nice today, i brought my nieces and they loved it=) haha.. they said "its not boring like our church" i liked there church and all but they need a place where they can grow spiritually and ...
Posted by yay! on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 07:29:00 PST