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Special K

...more than the moon and stars Ben

About Me

...Me...
i miss my paigiepoo
school work is a drag
i have over 200 kids in a class
i don't have a cell phone
urban exploration
climbing fences :]
i miss yogurt
I ♥ Ben !!!!!!!!!!!!!which BEATLES song are you?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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My Interests

Creative Writing
Getting to know people
Painting
Poetry
cleaning
COFFEE
Willows
Nature
Bikes
St. Anthony
Ben

I'd like to meet:

Let Him that would move the world first move Himself

Music:


♥Frank Sinatra♥
punk/60's protest
big band/swing
♥Beatles♥

Movies:

documentaries
Harold and Maud
What Dreams May Come

Television:

...it's just make believe
you can't believe everything you see
so baby close your eyes to the lulabies
on the news tonight...

Books:

my journal ben made, and the Idea Tree book of adventures past and future.

Heroes:

We never let her in the house, how could we? That just wasn't something people do in this neighborhood. She never asked for anything though, an occasional glass of water perhaps, and she was always so greatfull. There she'd be in the yard, waiting for me everyday in the yard, ready to play for hours and when I tired of jumping and running circles she'd let me sit infront of her legs and lean back untill dinner time. Sad as it was, I would get up, we'd say our goodbyes and I leave her untill tomorrow. Sometimes we'd read books together, while her fingers gently played with my hair she sat waiting for me to sound out words myself. We enjoyed the summer together lying in the sun, but the sleepovers we shared when I would sneak out late were the best, I'd cling to her arms when I got scared but the reasuring strength in her hands let me forget the world. Late in the summer the storms grew worse and it became difficult to go out and see her, one horrible night the worst storm ever to hit my hometown landed right in my backyard, and a mini twister struck the ground not 50 yards from the back door. The next morning we found her lying there, so peacefull, but unmistakenly gone, gone from this life. She never asked for anything, and yet she gave me the most imaginative moments of my life, from playing and reading to just enjoying her company. She always offered me her shade. Weepie was my best friend.

My Blog

Step Up for your Beliefs

A cold and windy Duluth afternoon with grey skies and sparse flakes of snow was more enticing that sitting in my dorm with the roomies one Wednesday, so I decided to go for a walk.  This walk tur...
Posted by Special K on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 08:47:00 PST

College anyone?

College has started, that means yet another year of schooling and stress.  I find myself among friends who know they aren't ready for this, and are determind to drop out after this year.  Te...
Posted by Special K on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 11:20:00 PST

Hope For Individualism

Durring a fireworks display last night Ben and I sat behind a young boy, about 10, along with his mother and smaller brother.  As the fireworks began the mother was trying her best to talk t...
Posted by Special K on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 12:24:00 PST

It's Not Just For Emo Kids

So Adrienne and I, being the awsome people we are, came across the idea of making an emo song just to prove that really ANYONE CAN DO IT! You don't have to be a struggling singer/song writer to write ...
Posted by Special K on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 07:01:00 PST

Dumbfounded

Saddness.  I grips my heart like the iron claw, and pulls upon my life.  I am tired, sad, alone, upset, and distraught.  I too thought that drama never took place in the suburbs, but no...
Posted by Special K on Wed, 21 Sep 2005 03:52:00 PST

Mentally drugged

One night I sat in my room (perfectly sober) with an open window, and an empty head.  I felt almost drugged while lying on my floor, and out of that experience came this poem. Candles burning bri...
Posted by Special K on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I am afraid of Hell

"O animal grazioso e benignoche visitando vai per l'aere personoi che tignemmo il mondo di sanguigno,se fosse amico il re de l'universo,noi pregheremmo lui de la tua pace,poi c'hai pietà del nostro ma...
Posted by Special K on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

First of my Poetry

I wrote this last year when I was going through some though times with friends, family, and school. Living alone makes me quietin desperation I talk to myselfand the spans of confinementkill.Wishing a...
Posted by Special K on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

"Oh a HERMIT life is the life for me"

Do you ever feel as if life is passing by and you're not doing anything?  Like perhaps something is stopping you from going outside, smelling the fresh air, or even running around the yard? ...
Posted by Special K on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST