And so here(or there) I am. I know how, where, and when I got there(or here). But where it goes from here(now there) is where the guessing game starts(and ends). Endings and beginnings, I have found are the same: starting a task, and at the same moment end another, all done at the same time. Time. "The inevitable passing of events from future to present then past." Great! "Inevitable" Can not go around, over, under, see through, or pretend it is not all around. But that's life. Hopefully I have learned something from the past, to aid my present, for the future(that may or may not). Which makes me a student of life; for every breath I take is a lesson learned.
"What is pleasure without pain." What is pain? A seance of being. To feel it is to know of one own existence. "The mystery of life isn't a problem to solve, but a reality to experience." Although reality seems less appealing, harshness a little too unpleasant. Not fare that something intangible can feel so hard. Taking one person existence then comparing it to another: the two share some similar aspects, the combined whole on the other hand, completely different. Two polar extremes; how one sees is not how another feels. Thoughts, emotions, and seances all linked differently. It is these differences that makes or brakes the connection with others. Being with others is both pleasure and pain; the joy of companionship, and the pain of never to know who they really are, no matter what.