♥ ~ Sue-Z Q-Z ~ ♥

Hey, I'm Susie, a fun, shy and outgoing, awesome and weird female majoring in computer science at Sonoma State University. I used to have this whole paragraph written about me and apparently it made me sound like I was 14, but I'm older, so I figured it was time to change it.
Once upon a time in high school was a young, talented, intelligent girl who wanted to be accepted at first because she didn't love or respect herself enough. She would wear make up, and she was beautiful, but no one noticed her outer or inner beauty. For a year and a half she had a boyfriend who helped her feel secure. One day when she was fifteen, this boy broke her heart and she had to grow some serious huevos and learn to love herself. Finally in her senior year she learned that it didn't matter what people thought of her and would often find herself making fun of all the superficial cows in the world. She still wasn't really "herself," but she was learning to toughen up. She would pretend she was "punk," and she would dress that part because she wanted desperately to be different from all those who treated her like crap and listened to crappy Britney Spears and NSync music. When she got to college, she found herself after meeting a roommate who was just as kind as she but fit much more into the "in" crowd. Now she just does whatever the bleepin hell she wants because she's really cool. She currently listens to all types of music, has her own sense of style, and has a witty, unique personality. She's about to get her BS in computer science and enter the world where she will kick ass. She plans on going to her 10-year high school reunion in 2014 and showing off her shit so that everyone who was a total butthole in high school can feel really stupid about treating the person who is super awesome and rich like total crap.
You must know that I am loyal to a fault; it's one of my best qualities, but also, well, let's just say that "to a fault" is an "expression" for a reason. I have the personality of a dog and the wits of a cat. I'm incredibly empathetic, so much so that I will cry for someone in pain, even if he/she is not crying. I'm used to being the only girl in a group of guys, so if I come across a female whom I've never met who suddenly joins us in an outing, my desire to be alpha female becomes apparent; although in comparison to some, I'm not a total bitch about it. I'm in love with someone who is smart, motivated, great with kids, socially intelligent, passionate, and forgiving. Best of all, he's in love with me.
Some interesting things about me!
- I like to play games: board games (Trivial Pursuit, Monopoly, Scene It?, Clue, Cranium), Mario games, Zelda games, The Sims 2, and Ultima Online.
- I play UO on UOGamers on Divinity and my main character is named Pink Booger. =)
- I am OBSESSED with Disneyland and Disneyworld. I dread the days that I will no longer be able to go to Disneyland at least once a year.
- I love anything Disney (except for the whole Disney princesses thing, which makes me want to vomit. I'm sorry, but Belle and Cinderella did NOT hang out).
- I love being nerdy.
- I used to be in love with Blink 182. I still like them; I'm just not as obsessive as I was.
- I love South Park.
- I LOVE The Golden Girls. I once watched the entire series of The Golden Girls in 2 weeks, and then cried during the last episode... apparently I need clinical help.
- I love sushi (like RAW FISH, not just CA rolls)... way more than you or anyone else!
- I'm the only person you know who can properly define "good" when it comes to sushi.
- I love chocolate!
- I love chocolate cheesecake!
- I don't really like blueberries or cantaloupe.
- I drink wine because I LOVE wine, not because I want to get drunk.
- I can stand listening to the same songs over and over.
- I play 4 instruments: violin, viola, piano, and guitar.
- I want to be rich because "money is freedom from money."
- I am very intelligent.
- I think I'm attractive.
- I like to make people laugh.
- I want to breed cats: Bengals and Ragdolls
- Sometimes I want to be a model because I'm very creative and artistic.
- I want to own a cougar.
- I have two kitties. =)
- I have two dogs.
- I have a sister, a brother-in-law, and a brother.
- When I used to eat beef, I ate it RARE, RARE, RARE!
- I despise PETA.
- Most feminists annoy me because they don't REALLY want equality between the sexes, and most use feminism as an excuse to do whatever they want.
- I'm somewhat of a grammar Nazi.
- I love Hawaii.
- I love Orlando, FL.
- I'm selfish, but generous.
- My favorite holiday is Christmas, and I wait for it all year. It makes me get that warm fuzzy feeling.
- I have a hard time getting along with women my age.
Hmmm... that's what I got so far.