fall back down

I've longed for the days past where life was happier. I look back and wish I could change a lot of what has happened. The truth is that I can't, and now I've come to realize that I have to live for what I have right now. We may have grown distant over our separation, but the bond between you all (you know who you are)and I is something that I will always hold close to my heart. We're more than friends in a sense that we're really more of a family. I swear from now on that I refuse to become that withdrawn again. You are all too important to me to ever lose.