I'd like to meet:

Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream...

I've been to heaven and back and straight down to hell when it comes down to relationships with boys. I'm a selfish, self conscious, sometimes dramatic kind of guy. I over analyze everything a guy says to me and does around me, or behind my back for that matter. I fall for guys easily and I leave my heart open to be hurt way too often. Even with all the restraint I have to not allow my hopes to get too high they always seem to soar above it all. I fall for all the wrong guys, and all the right guys won't ever seem to even look my way. Does that make me one of the bad guys?
I was once told that you can only ever truly love one person in your entire lifetime, and I know this to be untrue. Every person has a different kind of love that they will imprint onto your heart. One person's mark may be more overbearing than some and will linger on the surface longer that most, but eventually you'll find someone sometime after that will overshadow that mark and replace it with a new one.
I'm still young and I'm always saying I'm looking for "The One", but too put my standards up that high will only leave me farther to fall. I want someone to love that's willing to love me for me. Someone who'll put it with my crazed groups of friends, my quirky little habits, and my spontaneous lifestyle. Someone who won't shun me for the things I like and the things I do. Who'll be there when I'm broken down crying to wrap around me and just be there for me, and someone to stand there with me when I'm the happiest I could be. A guy that won't be ashamed of being with me or around me. A guy who won't lie to me and will tell me the straight up truth no matter how much it might hurt.

But above all of this....I want a guy who will be my best friend, through thick and thin, through the good times and the bad, through the "what the hell did you do to your hair this time" and the "please tell me you didn't buy that outfit with good money", through the fights and the drama, through the tears and the laughs, and through every sunrise to sunset.

Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind

This right here is Jessica Slupski and she is mah bess fran. We've been together through more shit in the past three or so years than most friends do in a life time. I'm the exception to her "5 month rule" and plan to keep it that way. Till death do us part, as they would say. I don't know what I would do without this girl. She's my shoulder to cry on, my sensible reasoning to rational situations, and she always knows exactly what to say or do to make me feel better. "*Jessica pulls out large butcher knife* Here! Just go at it with this! I PROMISE it'll make you feel better!" Watch out for us! One of these days you'll see us riding into the sunset together, off on our adventure to find our white ponies! :)

There's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live

"Oh captain, my captain." Well looking there. It's a SaraMo. We've been besties ever since 6th period Junior English many eon's ago. Or at least it seems like it's been that long! Lol. This girl has seen me at my best and at my worst. We've been in fights, but nothing that we've never not been able to overcome. And honestly it's just made us stronger. Come on, it's totally healthy for best friends to fight over boys. We wouldn't be best friends if we didn't. Haha. No matter what, she'll always be my Captain and I will love her till the ends of the Earth. No Bees! :)

Let it rain, let it pour What we have is worth fighting for

Jeff is the newest edition to my crazy life, even though we talked once like two years ago. It just never hit off until this past fall. But oh man, did we hit it off. Lol. This crazy kid, there's just no explaining him. From love to lust to friends to who knows. There's just no getting rid of him and that makes me uber happy. :) No matter how bad of a night I have I know I can always look forward to waking up to a good morning text from him and that's the best way I could ever start my day. Our journey together has just begun, and I'm more than ready to see where it takes us. :)

Tell your boyfriend if he says he's got beef That I'm a vegetarian, and I ain't fuckin' scared of him!

"Why, I'm Sailor Neptune of course!" Oh, this bitch right here. Damn. Haha. James and I have known each other for years but for some ungodly reason we never got any further than talking endless hours together on the phone. Up until about a month ago. WOW! Definitely have been missing out on some of the funnest times I've ever had in my life. I keep blaming him for making me endure what Jessica and I have deemed "The Dark Ages" of my life. Haha. (ask me about it.) James tends to be the life of the party which is a good thing since I usually never even get to the party, so to speak. Lol. He's the Neptune to my Uranus and let me tell ya, we're so crazy ass bitches. So you best either move outta the way or learn to move to the groove. Cause these bitches is going places and we ain't lettin no one get in our way! :)

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