You obviously want to know more about me since you are reading this part of my profile so what can I say? I'm out there, I'm different, I think outside the box, I tend to feel pretty in pain and embrace my darker side. I have a deep loyalty to my close family and friends. I don't live by others opinions, judgments, thoughts or ideas I only live by my own. If I like it and my husband likes it then that's all that matters. You only get one life and I plan to live mine out of control and to the top! I'm going to do everything I can and try to do everything I think I can't!
I'll try anything twice and I leave my past in the past, there's a reason it didn't make it to the present and won't be a part of my future. Money is nice but it doesn't impress me ~ Character, depth and wisdom...now that's something to brag about. I have the greatest little people in the world! I have 2 boys and 2 girls of my own and I inherited 2 more sons when I married my hot ass husband David lol...We have his, mine and ours. Our son Michael was born 08/08 and our family is complete! We love to do outrageous family functions and spur of the moment road trips. I love to cook my ass off and my husband loves to eat it all. He's my best critic and the holidays are my favorite time to show off and his favorite time to taste test and brag! When asked who I was in High school or in the crowd I run with , my friends will all tell you I'm the nice girl who makes everyone laugh till they cry. I have never been a bully or snot and never will be. I'm friends with everyone from all walks of life. I will finish any trouble that someone brings to my door and I have a side that you don't want to invite yourself to party with when it comes down to making trouble or messing with my children and husband. You can't judge me by my cover, it's impossible. I have many layers and readily admit that I can't decide one specific lifestyle I'd consistently lead.
I live for music, love and laughter and my playlist is meticulously put together to share music that I am passionate about in one way or another. Every song on my list means something to me personally. All Breaking Benjamin songs deeply move me and many are memories from meeting my husband and many long candlelit nights.I love thunderstorms (they turn me on) and watching the lightening. I'd rather dance in the rain and kiss in the rain than run from it! The fall season is my favorite , it's romantic and cool and beautiful outside. I am the most faithful and committed person you'll ever meet when it comes to love, marriage and my children.
The world is not respectable; it is mortal, tormented, confused, deluded forever; but it is shot through with beauty, with love, with glints of courage and laughter; and in these, the spirit blooms timidly, and struggles to the light amid the thorns. ****
