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Into the trees
Past meadow grounds
And further away from my home
Baying behind me
I hear the hounds
Flock's chasing to find me alone
A trail of sickness
Leading to me
If I am haunted
Then you will see
Searching the darkness
And emptiness
I'm hiding away from the sun
Will never rest
Will never be at ease
All my matter's expired so I run
There falls another
Vapor hands released the blade
Insane regrets at the drop
Instruments of death before me
Lose all to save a little
At your peril it's justified
And dismiss your demons
As death becomes a jest
You are the laughing stock
Of the absinthe minded
Confessions stuck in your mouth
And long gone fevers reappear
Nocturnally helpless
And weak in the light
Depending on a prayer
Pacing deserted roads to find
A seed of hope
They are the trees
Rotten pulp inside and never well
Roots sucking, thieving from my source
Tired boughs reaching for the light
It is all false pretension
Harlequin forest
Awaiting redemption for a lifetime
As they die alone
With no one by their side
Are they forgiven?
Stark determination
Poisoning the soul
Unfettered beast inside
Claiming sovereign control
And now the woods are burning
Tearing life crops asunder
Useless blackened remains
Still pyre smoldering
Hey!
I'm a typical Airy-Fairy, I Love fairy tales. I have an intense respect for the darkside & I absolutely love anything from 16-18th century - anything Victorian
- Shakespeare, Art, Dark/Gothic Poetry/Literature, the Moon, Forests, Vikings & etc. I would describe myself alot of things, odd, vintage, grunge, dark, free spirited
& sometimes morbid curiosities, I also find Gothic romance very romantic.. II have several phobias, Chiraptophobia - there will be moments where I'll be alright, but most of the time I absolutely hate being touched, I seriously hate hugs, shaking hands, whatever it is the human body does physically to another! - Anthropophobia, the thought of men, can be very intimidating, that is probably why I act like a feminist & can be sexest at times. I just hate the thought of belonging to someone or being dominated, It's almost like I can't trust people or I can't stand relationships.. which is basically true. I'm currently single & I'm happy with that, even though I like this dude YES I SAID DUDE!.named Josh. I'm completely schizo remember. I also have a phobia of hair strands & sharks. I want to learn how to play guitar, I find that instrument fascinating, I LOVE Guitars, & I'm normally a sucker for Guitarists. I'm usually good for nothing, sometimes its like talking to a brick wall with me, maybe cos my brain switches off to shit I don't really care about..lol, I am a Viking, part of the Viking warriors association. I've been suspended numerous times, the reason why they'll never kick me out is becos I'm one of the best vikings there is in that club. hah! Anywho I've been suspended for the following reasons, trying to mix grunge with viking, Odin wasn't too happy! I was caught getting other fellow vikings to listen to some hard house.. Odin feared his men would turn ermm gay!..& just recently I have been suspended for having a blue bandana hangin on my left side & for calling Odin "homes" & Thor "biiiatchh" ..Hmmm..I dunno what the big dealio is yo! meh.
"Good night, good night! parting
is such sweet sorrow, That I shall say
good night till it be morrow." - Romeo & Juliet
I normally repeat myself this only cos I like to make my point time & time again..lol -- I don't like to stick to just one thing, thats not me. Most of the time I like to keep an open mind )and I can some days), I think with age you start to appreciate & embrace the knowledge & opportunities you have in front of you - to comprehend &
study different aspects of life - Music, Cultures, Personalities, Race, Religion & etc. I believe people who look outside their own 3x5 & are willing to appreciate what's outside their own circle - are wise, but people who don't,
well thats their choice, I pitty them
- they know nothing!
.x. I'm going to marry a VIKING! just
after ze infatuation stops with my vampire
.x. I like to think I'm a Viking
.x. Bi-shmexual Munchkin
.x. absolutely HATES LOVE! ppft.
.x. Satanic
.x. Arrogant
.x. I HATE Narrow minded people, I hate
ethnocentric people, they're ignorant & don't
know jack shit! esp. with religion,
most religious people, who think they have
every right to judge someone else who have
different beliefs & etc.. again they have no right
& they dont know jack shit!
.x. I Hate fakes. esp those wanabe try-hards
who pretend to be all depressed & suicidal or
satanic & shit. Get a fucking life motherfucker!
Stop trying to be something you aint.
.x. I Love the Moon. It's beautiful.
.x. I'm opinionated
.x. In LOVE with Halloween
.x. Respects those who respect me back
.x. Sensitive
.x. Reserved
.x. Melancholic
.x. Hopeless
.x. Vague
.x. Moody
.x. Generous
.x. Friendly
.x. Mature
.x. Immature
.x. Paranoid
.x. Skeptical
.x. Little miss potty mouth
x. I either care
TOO MUCH or NOT ENOUGH
.x. People who know me, think I'm over exaggerating
when I tell them I am suffering from early stages of
Dementia. Please believe it
.x. I'm a Pagan Witch
(Practitioner)a beginner I must also add, have been doing this for almost 2 years now.
I am attracted to the feminine aspect of the
divine worshipped by witches - the fact there
is a Goddess as well as a God. I seek occult knowledge
& personal power. I am learning to believe &
honor in a religion that accepts a male &
female face of devine, valuing them equally.
therefore I am learning of how to honor a Goddess & God
in nature, worshiping the moon in all her phrases,
practise magic & do spell work.
Pagan witches don't worship satan Nor
believe in him. Satan is a Christian figure, &
paganism predates christianity, although
there is light & dark in craft that is
where most witches have a belief in personal responsiblity, a balance between that light & dark,
so really alot [pagans/witches] like to believe
there is no 'good' & 'evil' in our religion, BUT
than again there are some who believe differently
either becos they it's their own personal belief(s)
or they have experienced it, like myself.
I [before] use to be attracted to the darker side.
I read & tried out alot of black magic & contacted
dark spirits through a ouija board, trying to
connect with satan..& although I no longer
believe in all that that associates with satan
or god, I cant help but have a massive fascination
with so many things that associates with christianity
all together[mostly the dark side].
Yes I enjoy most Satanic things but (again) that
doesn't mean I believe in the devil, by the way,
Satanists are not devil worshippers.
They do not believe in god or the devil or any
force outside themselves and other living creatures.
They believe they can control their lives
without the need to place responsibility on a higher
power of any kind. Devil worshippers on the other
hand sometimes do claim to be Satanists...
But this leads to lots of confusion.
Being a witch isn't all about casting spells,
& I hate how everybody seems to think that.
I am starting to participate in rituals for important
occasions such as the 'Sabbats'. Witches celebrate
8 sabbats a year. They mark the summer & winter
solstices [the two times in a year when the sun is
at its furthest point from the equator] & the spring
& autumn equinoxes [the time when the sun crosses
the plane on the earth's equator, making night
& day all over the earth at the same length.
Im also interested in tarot, wicca & other
witchcrafts & similar religions, crystal parties.
I like attending the Goddess workshops where you
learn about the concept of the female divine,
encouraging them to find their own paths.
I also work unclad under the night sky as it gives
me the greatest sense of connection to
nature & the divine. It takes me back to what
it must be like centuries ago, when witches danced
around the fire under the light of the moon.
I am also interested in learning how to really
tune in with the cycles of the moon, to learn feel
her [the moon's] power, working on Banishing
spells which are best at the dark moon, while
manifesting spells work at the full.
But like I said before I'm a beginner & I dont
know everything but thats why I'm learning.
Paganism is a nature based religion & to me
witchcraft is a deeper wisdom, a way to
connect with nature & life physically but mostly
spiritually..& may i [lastly] add that although
Wicca & Paganism come from the same line,
they are NOT the same..
The sublimest creature the Gods, full of fire
Would marvel at making their Queen
Infusing the air with Her fragrant desire
And my heart reeled with grave poetry....
She danced so macabre
Men entranced divined from Her gait
That this angel stepped from a pedestal
Had won remission from fate
By alighting to darker spheres
Delighting in held sway
For She was not unlike the Goddess
To whom the wolves bayed
