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Linky™ It's odd really how things happen. I've a fear of being alone. You know this. && of going blind. Yet, you make me feel as it will be oky. will it really? Will it? Do you know. are you honestly sure. i think your not but im sure you wont take me somewhere fucked:: up. Babe:: i wonder about alot. You know. i think too much but you calm me down. I seriously Love:: you. Happiness:: is all i really wanted && you seem to give that to me::. In my book your the one 10.23.07 I have yet to see you. maybe because its 639 in the morning. but i already miss you. I miss being with you. && i wish we could take a nap again. Maybe soon. I believe so. Today i;ll bring you cuppycake and in 20 mins. ill be waking you up. mas que la llovia. remember that. Thanks for helping me with my hw last night. Im sorry for waking you. forgive me? Hope so 10.24.07 Babe:: im really upset with you. honestly...destroyed. you confused me && and it hurt. I dont want to be a betch. but i rather not speak with you. just for the fact that im hurt. idk what to tell you. but that im hurt::. today was long and alone. But can make it alone 10.26.07 Well:: Everything is better now and im not upset. it toke a while but since i care for you so much. It only came natural i liked very much that we talked on the fone til almost 1 but its okay. I miss you and today im getting my ears stretched 10.27.07 Our date was great is asleep! 10.29.07 I miss you terribly. for the fact i haven't seen you in 3 days. since friday. Im sure we'll make it up:::] tehe. Im so sick i feel very ill i know your probally taking a nap. i know...this because im your girlfriend. && i know your habits. Im glad your getting a house fone. && im glad you understand last night my mind was a bit scattered. my tummy hurts everytime i eat. && i just cleaned jerry™ and his getting some sun. + i changed his rocks. :[ im sure he loves them. my ring has become something part of my everyday thing now.:] i have real shoes today. and i love these little babydoll shirts. i feel free. 10.31.07 you gave me a goddamn migraine yesterday. oh dear. buts i 11.02.07 I wish i was well enough to head to school I wish i could jump with glee without these hammers hittting my head. I miss you dearly. & btw scarlett is with 2 T's. Your my silly goose 11.04.07 babe.. you hurt my little ittty bitty feelings. buts we'll talk about it tomarrow i promise. i miss you odoos. work was fine. my ears make me so sad inside. && next time when we start again ill let you watch me put them in. + we'll talk to moookie™ about this. since i trust his word and so do you. chuckle chuckle. i am sleepy and tired. you know i love you. && you help me take everything one at a time. i hope you didnt really fuck up your dammn finger. then ill be damning it alot. Ily.remember. 11.05.07 oh dear i 11.06.07 okay i am tired.and homework is a drag. i miss you.and i cant wait to see you. i thank you for helping me today after school helped out a lot. and oh dear your math skills are amazing. even tho i knw i likey to checkyy on computer. 11.13.07 its been a while since ive updated and oh dear how ive missed you. i miss writn and all this homework is a drag ily.ihopeyoualwaysremember that. and our little pixies we make during the time i can actually breath it makes me happy. eventho my feelings are a little flustered i know you understnd annd ily for that. :] cant wait for thanksgiving together. 11.13.07 Today was nice even though you didnt want to feed mah!:/ almost made me cry. tehe jk jk. of course you are like part of the rotcy thingy. that was funny that serjeant major was like get inside. oh so much to do so much we need more time and i think its funny that i have you shirt here and i wonder. i wonder. how did it get heere. unless you got naked at my house.&&im like how the hell did i not know ily