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About Me


Love. Love is life. It's the greatest mystery of mankind. Plato and Empedocles waxed philosophically on it. Shakespeare wrote sonnets and plays about it. It's one of the only things that has been around since the dawn of time. There's no escaping it. So why try? Love is the greatest high you can ever be on. Greater than any drug or any shot of alcohol. But the trick is to be loved in return. That feeling is what makes life worth living. It's worth fighting and dying for. If I was told that I would never again love or be loved, I would end this life without a thought of what dreams may come. I live my life for love. I fight for love. Eventually, i'll die for love.
â™  The names Toni â™ 
â™ Some people call me Tone, or Toni Poni â™ 
â™  Right off the bat, its friend or foe. You pick.â™ 
â™  Still a southern girl at heart. â™ 
â™  Would rather hang out with guys than females. â™ 
â™  People question my sanity EVERY day â™ 
♠ I ♥ music,art,photography, & have become a wino, im okay with that. ♠
â™  I can act a fool, but im very intellectual, and witty as shit. â™ 
â™  Ive learned Ive been settling for the less, and ive been hurt for the LAST time. â™ 
â™  I give my all, and im very competitive. â™ 
â™  I love Florida, but West Palm isnt for me. â™ 
â™  Imported beer.. Nuff said. â™ 
â™  Im not a quitter, and I WILL fight for something I want. â™ 
â™ .."if I had to choose him or the sun, I'd be one nocturnal son- of a gun"..â™ 
â™  I dont take shit, Ive made exceptions, and it wont happen again â™ 
â™ I dont have many friends, but the ones I do have, I value and would give my limbs for â™ 
â™  LOVE animals and my dog treats me better than any man. â™ 
â™  The word friend and love are thrown around every day, I dont like it.â™ 
â™ Im a drinker.. get over it. â™ 
â™ If you cant hold down a convo with me, your not for me. â™ 
â™  Big hardass.. but def. a softie when need beâ™ 
â™  Don't do liars, or people that purposely hurt you.. I'll fuckin let you taste my left hook â™ 
â™ Spontaneous.. tell me when and where, and lets not tell a soul.â™ 
â™ Music= lifeâ™ 
â™  You are no fuckin better than me, you put on your pants the same way I do.â™ 
â™ I'm a loner, that hates to be alone.â™ 
â™ Dont ever make someone a priority when they only make you an option.â™ 
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I'd like to meet:



â™ Someone who laughs at me when I fall, but helps me up.â™ 
â™ A real friend.â™ 
â™ Someone to headbang & mosh with, and kiss me afterwards.â™ 
"Fuck Sanity"

Someone who can
sink to the bottom with me..

My Blog

The boy who lost his way - A Tragedy

I don't know how its come to this,All I wanted was to salvage a friendship out of this mess.People question how you had such a hold on me,Why is it I cant let go, and be happy.And I look like a fool w...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Jul 2009 22:42:00 GMT

For Sale, A Heart

Ive been working on this since august of last year.. finally finished it tonight.  I guess in hopes of finishing this, Ive closed a chapter in my life, that I hope Im not stupid enough to ever open ag...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 20:57:00 GMT

And the dish ran away with the fucking spoon...

I hang my hat, in an empty shell,Calling this place home, feels like hell.No more waiting anxiously, for you to walk through the door,No more inside jokes, and making love on the floor.Now the only pe...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 22:11:00 GMT

Time to grow up kid

So, I dont know whether or not to be extremely excited, that Im 21, and another year has passed (oh so quickly I might add) or whether to be sad and down.  I sit and I think about things.. where ...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 19:42:00 GMT

Letting go

I drove by the train station tonight..not surprised,you werent there.And even though I knew that,I slowed down, just to see..if you were there.Its been years since weve seen each others faces..and sti...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 01:44:00 GMT

Love knows no age

What does Love mean?A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year olds,"What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper thananyone could have imagined...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 21:28:00 GMT

Stuck

Stuck - 7/3/07Got me by the horns, take all of meIm stuck,seems so lately.Anxiously waiting for the next touchYour not around,Im out of luck.Conciously knowing my next choice of wordsI choose wisely,I...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 11:35:00 GMT

Conscious

Above anything, I'd like to thank her..For doing what she did, very aware of the situation,for I am not sad, just ten times more attentive,Love is not for Toni,pain is her middle name.Bitter I am...Ab...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 20:42:00 GMT

Lonely Love

5/2/07Lonely LoveI sit and write for days, as my pencil becomes so dull,Brain leaking on this paper, leaving just my skull.Emotions racing thru, but it all just seems so bland,Alone in a world full of...
Posted by on Sat, 05 May 2007 11:10:00 GMT

Taken from "who id like to meet"

All of this .. I wrote. Didnt look it up, and didnt take it from anywhere. Just a reminder because I know a few who took this and put this on their page because they liked it.. which upset me a littl...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 07:31:00 GMT