im at the top of the top but still i climb.

About Me

If You Really Must Know... I love passionately, and hate just as good. You'll know I'm there when everyone is smiling... and know I'm mad, when everyone looks scared. Onry, at heart - it just comes too easy... but quickly forgiven, because I'm just too cute. 0=) WEIRD is an understatement when it comes to describing ME... and if you call me a BITCH, you know me too well. But it's okay because I'm still LOVED MORE than most. When you first meet me you'll call me CONCEITED, but as you get to know me, you'll see I have every reason to be =D CHARMER or SEDUCTRESS however you wanna look at it - as long as I'm getting my way, the world's a better place. ;-PLaughter & Sex are the only types of exercise I get, so I try to do both as often as possible. :-P And thanks to my BABY I'm getting all the exercise I need. ;-) A little CHOCOLATE goes a long way with me. But, I found heaven in Alysia's freezer, ICE CREAM, ICE CREAM, & more ICE CREAM. sh'ya'know. =)I love my family to no end, and would be absolutely nowhere without them. We're the CRAZIEST bunch of people you'll ever meet, but trust that you'll NEVER be bored around us. :-D Right Kooo? =DI'm definitely not what you think I am, and I'll never be what you want me to be. You'll love me or you'll hate me... either way I'm ALL you can think, talk & dream about.

My Interests

"with an ass like that u gotta wonder if her idea of a good time involves being SPANKED repeatedly." ;-)

I'd like to meet:

....... MISS YOU DRE!!!

Music:

My baby is my DJ. =)

Movies:

Mean Girls.

Television:

Watch Pushing Daisies. U'll be glad u did. I'm kinda hooked on.. Tila Tequila: A Shot at Love. I Love New York 2. America's Most Smartest Model. And of course the Classics.. Survivor. Amazing Race.

Books:

"It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give, and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live"

Heroes:

My family. & she saves me from myself everyday.

My Blog

it doesn’t get easier.

how the HELL did 4 months pass and some how i miss you MORE than ever. fuck i still can't believe it!! maybe it has something to do with ALL the stupid bitches i've come into ...
Posted by im at the top of the top but still i climb. on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 03:48:00 PST

i can’t stop thinking about you.

i wish you were here i wish you were here i wish you were here i wish you were here i wish you were here i wish you were here i wish you were here i wish you were here i wish you were here i wish you ...
Posted by im at the top of the top but still i climb. on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 08:12:00 PST

still not eating plums.. but i bet they taste just as good.

I see your smile everywhere, and your voice whispers softly in the silence. Your eyes still as loud and piercing as the first day we met. But my heart is tortured by the permanence of this good-b...
Posted by im at the top of the top but still i climb. on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 12:08:00 PST

i FUCKEN miss you...

man do i miss you... you would've hated work today anyways, we got all new hangers.. exciting right?, not so much... the top hangers worked just fine.. but the those curs'ed pant hangers!! you can't ...
Posted by im at the top of the top but still i climb. on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 11:30:00 PST

can everyone just STOP?

it's a whirlwind of emotion. it's pain and agony that won't quit. it's wondering what could've been, acknowledging what should've been, and understanding what is. it's about her. it's about life. it's...
Posted by im at the top of the top but still i climb. on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 08:18:00 PST

I'LL admit.

WARNING: BRUTAL HONESTY I Admit that... I am not: what everyone wants me to be. I hurt: people accidently more than on purpose. I love: getting my way. I hate: people who feel sorry for the...
Posted by im at the top of the top but still i climb. on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:27:00 PST