My smile came back. |
Heeeere goooooes nuffin. With two weeks left of high school i was getting a litttle bit nervous. Okay, more than a little bit nervous. (try a lot a bit). I had been asking for a job ...
Posted by Carly Sunflower on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 05:51:00 PST |
chutes and ladders |
So yeah my first reaction is hide. disappear.nobody will even notice im gone...but thats a lie. i could do what i always do... i could even spin in circles. round and round and round i COULD go.but yo...
Posted by Carly Sunflower on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 04:13:00 PST |
quiet. |
UghMy mind cant provide a moment of silenceyet i cant utter one sinple lineOh but i have so much to say!and i cant figure out what im thinkingI cant move without youthats the simple truthI am not who ...
Posted by Carly Sunflower on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 03:44:00 PST |
conversation |
...Conversation...we exchange wordsand everything is finei feel goodthe familiar feelingive felt many times beforeit escapes my lips"Im happyIm really happy"just thenbombs dropits all a liei wont let ...
Posted by Carly Sunflower on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 03:53:00 PST |
I am just a child |
Like a child i look at you nowI reach for youand you lift me upI dont care what they thinkI smile at youa smile that would be nothingwithout youI tell you my secretsI tell you my every thoughtI giggle...
Posted by Carly Sunflower on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 03:39:00 PST |
growing up |
I keep looking back at those pages. Reading every word i swore to let go. The selfish part of me wants to point fingers and say it wasnt me. It was never me. How could i have known anything? But i hav...
Posted by Carly Sunflower on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 09:07:00 PST |
I am giving my all. |
I am sooooo sorry.I can't believe what i have done to you. and its amazing to know that you forgive me. and that you smile at me now... knowing my love for you is stronger than ever before.I think abo...
Posted by Carly Sunflower on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 09:37:00 PST |
communication |
They want to talk.I walk into the living room, lit up by the t.v., football on pause. this is so familiar.I do something different... i keep my head held high. But here it comes. *attack*Oh the oh so ...
Posted by Carly Sunflower on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 09:16:00 PST |
i get it. |
i think that i have finally just understood why he did what he did to me...i think that everybody sometimes wishes they could take things completely apart and arrange it int he way they wanna see it.i...
Posted by Carly Sunflower on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 07:14:00 PST |
Collecting Dust. |
"Get out of bed!"So i roll over and the sun shines in my face.I can't open my eyes. not now. Oh my head is throbbing... I feel my heart behind my eyes.I feel every word i have wanted to say in the pas...
Posted by Carly Sunflower on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 11:04:00 PST |
