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-I took my first breath on the Ides of May -I am a jun'10r at Toms River High School East -Marching band is my life -I play a ton of instruments, mainly the flute, piccolo, baritone, tenor sax -Music is what helps me escape from reality, it's what I do, it's who I am; it's everything to me -I love drum corps; I'm a member of the Raiders Drum and Bugle Corps, and I love it more than anything -I have a really great boyfriend, Nicholas Jacob Eisenstein , and I am really in love with him and he makes me extremely happy -I want to move to Maplewood -If you want my attention, just come up and talk to me, and you'll have it; if not, I probably wouldn't give you the time of day -I am a summer girl; I live for it, and it is my love -My summer job is at the Seaside boardwalk at Big Chair Photos and Water Gun Fun 2 -I need to start looking for a job for the school year -I love longboarding; I ride religiously -I love the smell of low tide -I spin colourguard -I've come to the conclusion that I'm a compulsive flirt -I love thunderstorms -I can sing pretty well, but I can't sing in front of most people -I actually enjoy reading -I feel that I can relate to guys better than I can girls -I write poems -I spit -I burp a lot -I curse way too much -I'm socially awkward -I'm not straightedge -I am a huge Britney Spears fan -I like to try new things -I am scared of almost everything, although I won't admit it (well, I guess I just did, lol) -I want to learn Arabic -One of my guilty pleasures: I absolutely love the old Shirley Temple movies -I have self-confidence issues -I don't usually let people "in" because I'm scared of getting hurt -Strawberry+Banana+Kiwi= best combo ever -The thought of growing old terrifies me -I have too strong of a conscience, and I hate it -I love fish and chips -I'm a borderline neat freak -Crying/screaming babies, squeaking shoes, screaching hinges, and Bennies piss me off to no extent -I don't start conflicts, I end them -I am a big believer in karma; I just think that sometimes it needs a little push to get started...[payback is a bitch] -I love and am obsessed with Sudoku -I am like 5 years old when it comes to the sunday comics -I play solitare constantly on my iPod -I like to knit and crochet and make hemp bracelets -I speak some German -I hate most girls; all that petty caddy shit I just dont need.. -I'm pretty easy to get along with -If you can make me laugh, I'll be your best friend -I love ferrets, and I want another one so badly -I also want a sugar glider, hedgehog, and a chinchilla -I live in a broken home, and it sucks -I love Ralph's Italian ice -I'm not really shy, despite what some people may think -I am a Monsterholic, it's my addiction -I think Nutella is the best thing to eat -I have my belly button, nose, 2 holes up in my ears pierced, and size 00 gauges -I'm waiting on more piercings, as well -I love mixed drinks -I have a hard time trusting people, and usually don't, at all -I love Ritachinos -I have one tattoo, and I want more so badly -Most prized posession: Gramma's necklace and ring she left for me -I love Lord of the Rings and Star Wars -I like to play Risk and Pokemon on my gameboy -I'm basically a nerd.. haha -I sing Christmas songs in the summer -I spend way too much time on yahoo answers. -Mark Woolf says that I'm "mad boss" -I'm running out of things to say, but as soon as I think of more, I will put it =] -or you can just IM me at xxone lovexx4827
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My Blog

(Untitled) [POEM]

For the first time in my life,I finally got it right...Happy future now in sightBecause I got to start my life anewWith someone as special and loving as you.You can always make me smile, no matter how...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 00:11:00 GMT

(Untitled..) [POEM]

"I want to die"Something I've wished regularlt from a very young ageBut those four words are contradiction to what I actually want.I've been dead for years-Dead inside, that is.Constant pain, lonlines...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 20:42:00 GMT

(Untitled.) [POEM]

Im on a downward spiral into a black hole-Will there ever be an end?Just when I thought it did come, The floor again fell from under me..What a fucking tease. My escapes being only temporary, Just mas...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 20:32:00 GMT

Lost And Found [POEM]

Lost & Found [3-18-09]--------------- Lost, because I was alone in the world.Lost because no one was there, nobody cared.Lost in the shuffle, in the messAll the pain, suffering, and distress.Lost, and...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 16:40:00 GMT

Depression [Poem]

Depression It is like a black hole It is the number one It is pain, anger, and lonliness It is constantly fighting with my family It is the memories of my childhood Which taught me never to get too cl...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 10:57:00 GMT

Explode [POEM]

Lock myself in my roomAnd blast my music to block everything out.But I still hear her crying-Filling me up with rage. This stored up hate and anger;Shake up the bottle and screw off the cap.I'll ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Dec 2008 00:22:00 GMT

Monsoon [POEM]

Monsoon Calm before the storm& Relax in the cool, soft breeze. Watching shapes change in the clouds Lost in daydream- Are the clouds turning grey? Drifting away, glancing into the distance Trees blowi...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 22:54:00 GMT

Waiting [POEM]

Waiting I'm going under again,Desperately gasping for air...The bricks are crashing down around me, Does anybody care? I'm running out of reasons...Reaching, stretching for that one last hope.Trying t...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 15:08:00 GMT

Glad Youre Gone [POEM]

Glad You're Gone   Buy me with your lies& You've won me over once again- Why did you hurt her? Why did you make her cry?   You made me laugh, We had a great time. Why did you hurt her? A...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 12:21:00 GMT

Hey Dad by Good Charlotte

Hey dad I'm writing to you Not to tell you That I still hate you Just to ask you How you feel And how we fell apart How this fell apart Are you happy out there In this great wide world Do you think ab...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 01:12:00 GMT