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I never said to be like me, I say be like you and make a difference..

About Me


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"this isn't it," God whispers.
"you've only seen the shimmer of a far away star..
to the light this man will bring you to."

TYLER-KINS..
I.Fucking.Love.This.Boi
Hes always been there for me..
No matter what..
I Love You Babe..
I always thought, Love was true,
That I'd always know what to do-
That was until I finally met you..
You brought me down..
You kicked me low..
Yet for some reason, I couldn't let go.
Have you ever woken up in a big
empty bed in a big empty room?
Have you ever reached for
someone's hand but only grasped air?
Have you ever leaned in to kiss
somebody and you end kissing nothing?
Have you ever felt alone in the
world when somebody left you?
Song of Solomon 8:6-7 ::
Love is as Strong as Death::
Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm: for love is strong as death; jealousy is cruel as the grave: the coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath a most vehement flame. Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would utterly be condemned.

My Interests



I can hear you judging me..
Go ahead and talk about me, but I have some advice. Click your heels together & say: "I Need A Life".
I wish I could gather all my tears, so i could fucking drown you in them.


Trying to be different from others is just as bad as trying to fit in.. All I do is be myself.
I have alot of depth, So please dont judge me before You actualy get to know me. I hate people who judge. I am who I am, And Im looking for something real..
Homophobes, project their fear on other people, because they are what they fear. No matter what Discrimination is wrong. No one is better than anyone else.
We are outcasts. A handful of kids who don't fit in anywhere else. We are strange and alien in the eyes of others. And in turn, we embraced this self-fulfilling prophesy.
 I realize that you don't choose to be in this clique. It chooses you. It chooses all of us. We don't listen to the kind of music we do just because we like it.. it speeks of who we are. The things that define us.
"No salvation, no forgiveness."
We live in a world where we see no salvation-no hope in the future. Many of us are the way we are because of things we have gone threw growing up, traumatic and otherwise. And we have no forgiveness for anyone, ever. We blame the way we are on society and our peers.
"This is your world in which we grow, and we will grow to hate you."
Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid that they're going to leave.. just like everyone else before them..
A lot of people don't want to make their own decisions. They're too scared. It's much easier to be told what to do.
We live in a society of victimization, where people are much more comfortable being victimized than actually standing up for themselves.
You say freak like its a bad thing..
If im a pain in the ass, use more lubrication..
I love Techno and Punk Music..
Sharp Objects excite me..
Its not denial. I'm just very
selective about the reality I accept.
I love going to shows and just mobbing it..
I have a life, I simply choose to spend it ....
Drugs have taught an entire generation of American kids the metric system..

I'd like to meet:




.::PUNK::.

Its not a fashion $tatement
and its not a Commodity
everytime you sanatize it
we will re-infect it
everytime you clean it up
we will dirty it again
it is, essentially, two words
the first word is "fuck"
and the second word is "you"
Not because we are not
capable of saying so much more
but because you are not
capable of understanding
Anything Less

::Smoking::

Addiction or Self-Infliction..?
you deside..

Music:



-59 Times The Pain
-AC/DC
-The Adicts
-Aerosmith
-Age Pee
-AntiFlag
-The Apex Theory
-Apoptygma Bezerk
-Bad Religion
-The Banshees
-Billy Idol
-Biohazard
-The Birthday Party
-Black Sabbath
-Bon Jovi
-The Casualties
-Citizens
-The Clash
-Corrosion Of Comformity
-Covenant
-Creed
-The Cult
-The Cure
-Current 93
-Daemos
-The Damned
-Dead Can Dance
-Dead Kennedys
-Distrubed
-Dr. Know
-The Doors
-Evanescence
-Feilds Of The Nephilim
-Front 242
-Funereal Dress
-Gene Loves Jezebel
-The Germs
-Godsmack
-Good Riddance
-Gorillaz
-Green Day
-Guns & Roses
-Hollywood Undead
-Horror pops
-The Killers
-Korn
-LagWagon
-Led Zeppelin
-Limp Bizkit
-Linkin Park
-Marilyn Manson
-Metallica
-MisFits
-The Mission UK
-Motly Crue
-My Chemical Romance
-Nirvana
-NOFX
-No Use For A Name
-Nuclear Rabbit
-The Offspring
-Ozzy Osbourne
-Pantera
-'Rage Against
-The Machine'
-Rammstein
-Red Hot Chili Peppers
-RibShot
-River City Rebels
-Rolling Stones
-Sex Pistols
-Shock Rock
-Siouxsie
-Skin Of Tears
-Slayer
-Slip Knot
-Snuff
-Staind
-Stone Temple Pilots
-Strung Out
-STYX
-Sublime
-Suicidal Tendancies
-System Of A Down
-Tatu
-The Used
-The Vandals
-VNV Nation
-White Stripes
-White Zombie
-Wizo
-Wolfsheim

Movies:

-Night of The Roxbury
-13 ghost
-American History 'X'
-Breakfest Club
-Butterfly Affect
-Drop Dead Fred
-Fried Green Tomatoes
-The Illusionist
-The Land Before Time
-Lord of War
-Marvel Movies
-Moulon Rouge
-The New Guy
-Oceans Eleven
-Party Monster
-Pretty in Pink
-The Prestige
-RoadTrip
-Sixteen Candles
-SLC Punk
-Underworld

Television:



Books:


My Blog

I Feel So Dead Inside

I've tried,harder than i've ever tried,and i've cried,harder and longer than i've ever cried.i think a part of me has died,i feel so dead inside.i'm sorry, it's my fault for trying to make it shoter t...
Posted by [[November Rain]] on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 07:30:00 PST

Thus Passes the Glory of the World

This is a different kind of movie.That can't possiblybe me, falling apart on theprojector screen.Someone else's life,someone else's failures,someone else's story toldin pixellated facesand blurred mem...
Posted by [[November Rain]] on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 07:25:00 PST

the dairy of an emo kid..

its that time of year againwait it happenes everydayyou feel abonned anywaypeople hurt u they scream and shoutits so bad u go to your room to poutu go to ur friend's just to get away from homeu go emo...
Posted by [[November Rain]] on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 05:47:00 PST

Im having a very EMO day..

"please come back" Why'd you go awayWas there nothing left to sayWhy'd you go awayCan't you see that, I need you today    ...
Posted by [[November Rain]] on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 04:43:00 PST

It kills me..

I get the best feeling in the world when i see you,and when you smile at me, because I know,even if its just for a second,that I've crossed your mind. People say if you can't get someone out of ...
Posted by [[November Rain]] on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 12:22:00 PST

the show last night..

i went and saw sugarcult last night with tyler.. the opening bands really sucked but sugarcult was better then i thought they were going to be.. i saw a few people i know ther overall it was a good ni...
Posted by [[November Rain]] on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 07:26:00 PST

Hold Me Tight..

I see you standing there Ripping out your hair Crying tears of pain Screaming out your frustrations And wishing for something better than this I'm broken And I'm screaming And I'm crying tears 'Caus...
Posted by [[November Rain]] on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 01:12:00 PST

crupted youth..

Todays a world which holds no truth because the truth is hiden within the troubled youthAnd as they pray for hopeless hopetheir mentors are getting high addicted to dope Setting the example for a crup...
Posted by [[November Rain]] on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 01:11:00 PST

Im not afriad..

She doesn't care she's bleeding from the armShe knows she's dying yet it causes no harmNot a single tear will fall from her eyeFor she never was afraid to die.She won't cry as her final moments passFo...
Posted by [[November Rain]] on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 01:10:00 PST

I cant seem to let go..

I always thoughtLove was true,That I'd always know what to doThat was untilI finally met you.You brought me down.You kicked me low.Yet for some reasonI couldn't let go....
Posted by [[November Rain]] on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 01:07:00 PST