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About Me

"Failure isn't falling down, Its remaining where you've fallen."

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There comes a time in your life when you realize the people you thought would be there forever are but a distant memory and a blurred face. A time when you stop conforming ,And be you.A time when you surrender all you have to God. Down on your knees with broken wings. You've been defeated and HE is the only one who can make you whole again.A time when you realize that family is all you have. Best friends seem to be the ones that stab you in the back. Even when you gave them the world. A time when your dreams come to pass. And a time when your life changes with a kiss. You find the one you only dreamed of. To be dissappointed when they break your heart.And they will break your heart... :( A time you learn to forgive instead of hate. A time when you grow up and for the first time in your life your scared to death of getting old. It hits you and your not a child anymore. A time to live your life before its gone. A time to love,cry,dance and scream. This world is a cruel one and it will break you down...its your choice to let it defeat you.

Photography = my passion
Make-up = my art
Music = my therapy
Jesus = my savior

Hold on to what is good,
Even if it's a handful of earth.
Hold on to what you believe,
Even if it's a tree that stands by itself.
Hold on to what you must do,
Even if it's a long way from here.
Hold on to your life,
Even if it's easier to let go.
Hold on to my hand,
Even if I've gone away from you.

My Interests

This is my baby brother.
He means the world to me
and I love him with all my heart.
F*ck with him and I swear I will break your neck

Chris And Jenn. My brother and furture sister in law. AMAZING is all I can say. We have had our ups and downs but no on will come between family. I love them both more then ANYTHING in this world. They are my support and my world!!! Corey, he has become like a brother to me. He makes me smile when I'm sad. Him and Kyle are MORE amazing then ANYONE else I know!!!

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Can people change??....

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I'm unlike anyone you will ever meet
And that's a promise
I will try my hardest to make you smile and laugh
And when I fail
I promise I'll keep trying
I'm more sensative then I let on
And I'd never be the one to hurt your feelings
And if I do
I'd be quick to apologise
I have moved all over this world
18 moves are only the beginning
I have many plans to see every part of this world
I will come close to being the nicest person you have ever met
And my heart is more generous then it should be
I'm the best friend you could ever ask for
And even when you fail me
I will always be there for you
My hearts been broken and my heart has loved
I've been depressed and I've been the happiest person ever
I'll be the shoulder you cry on
And the person to help you get revenge
I'll be the one to hold your hand
When everyone else has left you
I'd never dare change you
Or ask you to be something your not
I'll accpect you for who you are
And love you regardless
I'm me
And I have never tried to be someone else
I'll only change for the good
Never the bad
I love my family
And the few friends I do have
Are the most AMAZING friends I could ever ask for
So don't judge me by the few lines you read...give me a chance to show you who I am...

Heroes:

This is Brittany.
My babydoll.
I love her so very much.
She is more than amazing.
She is my best friend.
So if anyone tries to hurt her I WILL come after you.

This is Eric.
My heart, my soul , my everything.
I love this boy more then anything in the world.
He has been there for me through EVERYTHING.
We understand eachother like no one else.
We would die for each other and that is how it will always be.

This is Brian.
We have been through everything together.
He is one of my best friends
And knows me better then i know myself.
He will always hold a special place in my heart

Michelle....my best friend.
We have since fell apart from each other
I still love her to death
I just wish things could be like they use to be

This is Megan. My "big" sister! I love her to death and she has been there for me since I was a little tot. She is the big sister I've always wanted but never had. So she filled in that place. I love you Megan!!!

The sweetest most nicest girl ever!! She is a complete sweetheart!!! :))

My Blog

Step Three

And this fits so perfectly... If you just walked away What could I really say? would it matter anyway? would it change how you feel I am the mess you chose the closet y...
Posted by kayla rae on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 06:19:00 PST

Searching

"I'm afraid I'm walking into this with my eyes shut tight..."You make me feel a million different ways but one is standing out the most today...I don't want to be usedAnd I know you care....believe me...
Posted by kayla rae on Mon, 01 May 2006 11:36:00 PST

Sleep Talks <3

So....I can't sleep. I know you think that I have moved on and that I don't care about you anymore....but believe me that is so far from the truth. You still mean so very much to me. And I'm honestly ...
Posted by kayla rae on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 02:06:00 PST

You wont get the best of me....

So shatter me in to another million pieces. Get your pleasure from my broken heart. As I bleed my apologies straight threw my veins and these tears continue to stain my pale white face...you criticize...
Posted by kayla rae on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 12:44:00 PST

So help me forget....

And it seem like you find it amusing to rip my chest wide open and pull my heart right out. Your watching me bleed all the love I have for you right out of my weak and hopeless heart. Sweet...
Posted by kayla rae on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 05:57:00 PST

And I have to say goodbye

And my heart is straining with every beat that screams your name. I'm breaking in two,and I'm falling deep into your goodbye. I never thought this day would come,and now I don't know where my day begi...
Posted by kayla rae on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 12:28:00 PST

And so she will struggle...

And my heart will collapse under the pressure of loving you. My cries for help will fall upon deaf ears and I'll be left to deal with this heartbreak alone. And I hope my kiss left a lasting impressio...
Posted by kayla rae on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 11:52:00 PST

You only come around...

And you seem to only come around when you want something or when it's convenient for you...Well listen here sweetie...Don't take my kindess for weakness because I can take it all away from you.......
Posted by kayla rae on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 01:30:00 PST