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About Me

Who am I??? Hmm.. well, to borrow a few lines from Meredith Brooks, I'm "a little bit of everything/ All rolled into one/I'm a bitch, I'm a lover/ I'm a child, I'm a mother/ I'm a sinner, I'm a saint/ I do not feel ashamed/ I'm your hell, I'm your dream/ I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way/So take me as I am/ This may mean You'll have to be a stronger man/ Rest assured that When I start to make you nervous/ And I'm going to extremes/ Tomorrow I will change/ And today won't mean a thing/Just when you think, you got me figured out The season's already changing/ I think it's cool, you do what you do/ And don't try to save me/I'm a bitch, I'm a tease/ I'm a goddess on my knees/ When you hurt, when you suffer/ I'm your angel undercover/ I've been numb, I'm revived/ Can't say I'm not alive/ and you know I wouldn't want it any other way!"I don't deny that life with me and my kiddos can be difficult.. and that will definately mean your gonna have to be a stronger man, if you wanna be with me!!! Thankfully I've found an awesome guy who thinks he is up to the challenge. So far he's doing a great job keeping up with us and keeping his head on straight in spite of the hurricane that constantly swirls around our "little" family. He truly impresses me on a daily basis! I'm just plain having a great time with my sweetie and my kids.. finally living my life my way! I love school, my kids, my friends, and my guy.. and although it's so hectic my head is constantly spinning, I'm finally finding my stride in life.. here's to la vida loca.. oh yea!!This layout was handmade with love by the folks at My space or yours? using original artwork by Marah Johnson. Go get one!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'll tell you who I DON'T want to meet or have anything to do with.. FAKE PEOPLE.. just stay away! Go find other fake people who want to hear your lies and your self-righteous bs. Also, gossiping, meddling, judgemental people can just leave me alone. Get yourself a life, and stay out of mine! On the positive side, here is a poem that describes beautifully who I do want in my life.."The Invitation" by Oriah.It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow.. if you have been opened by life’s betrayals, or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain.I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it, or fade it or fix it.I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness, and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes, without cautioning us to be carefulI want to know if you can see Beauty even when it is not pretty every day. And if you can source your own life from its presence.I want to know if you can live with failure yours and mine and still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes.”It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children.It doesn’t interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back.It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

My Blog

sublime moments

To me, a sublime moment is one that is so peaceful or so beautiful that it will always be in my memory as  a defining moment of my life.  In that last moment of life, and scenes from my life flash thr...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Aug 2009 06:57:00 GMT

what's your mom worth??

What is Your Mom Worth? Families Can Customize Mom's Job Description and Create a "Mom Paycheck" Are you wondering what mom should be paid for her work as mom? Salary.com has valuated the "mom job" o...
Posted by on Sat, 09 May 2009 22:14:00 GMT

mental wanderings of the gamma ray poisoned student..

ok.. so what are those bad things we get from sitting in front of the computer screen too long? I'm pretty sure I'm off base with gamma rays.. how about microwaves? Hmm.. that doesn't sound right eith...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 03:10:00 GMT

powder

If you ski or snowboard, you know that a slope with fresh powder is the next best thing to heaven, am I right? I've been where there is 4, 5, even 6 inches of new snow and it's SO beyond good to board...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 18:34:00 GMT

I got an A on my Marxism theory paper!

A Marxist Comparison between Two Kinds by Amy Tanand Death of a Salesman by Arthur Miller.. ..            In Amy Tans story, Two Kinds, we are introduced to young Jing-mei and her Chinese born ...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 15:24:00 GMT

success

So I was watching a movie this afternoon while simultaneously engaging in my weekly sock folding adventure. It always amazes me that I have so many socks that don't end up matching.. seriously, am I a...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jan 2009 14:16:00 GMT

quantum mechanics

So last night my sweetie was reading to me from his favorite magazine "Scientific American" (yea yea I know.. totally clashes with his new look.. lol) Anyways, it had this really amazing article on qu...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Dec 2008 06:45:00 GMT

my love..

I don't know if it's obvious or not.. but I REALLY love my sweetheart Victor!! I try not to think about it too much cuz I'm unsure as to how to proceed.. and not at all used to being pampered and love...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 05:16:00 GMT

my sisters..

Anyone remember that movie,  "Beautiful Women"? One of the male characters makes the comment that women are all sisters.  Yes, most of us are. There are the odd haters that view every other ...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 12:50:00 GMT

brown recluse spiders.. beware!

Most of you know that I recently spent almost a week in the hospital due to a brown recluse bite. 11 days after the bite I still have an abscess the size of an orange on my abdomen that may have to b...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 21:38:00 GMT