Yilmaz - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Welcome! I am an American. I do have other cultural background, but please, for the record, just call me American. My name is Yilmaz, however I go by another name as well. I only speak English even if you think I speak another language, I am only going to speak to you in English because it is my favourite language to use. I grew up on a goat farm in the United States of America in a small village in Pennsylvania. Later we got some Horses and at a ton of other animals. the Village I grew up in is the best place in the entire world despite what your mother may have told you. I promise it's true. My favourite thing about our village used to be the Peacocks because they were pretty and because they made funny sounds. The peacocks are dead now because they'd been killed when they developed the area into housing. I study Urban Planning, hopefully to prevent that kind of stupid destruction, but really I love Philadelphia, my new home, which I want to grow into Eutopia or at least better than it is now. I play soccer, and you should too. I don't speak very well about myself and it is very complex and on a bad day i will say something about myself that even i do not understand. not good with spoken words, but I write descently. I also am fine with playing sports, so we should play together than talk later. I have four sisters. I have two parents, one male, one female. they are married to each other, amazingly. I would not recomend childhood to anyone. if you can skip it, try. though children are cute. eh. I have friends, they are all Punjabi because they are my people. No, but I am sikh and I think I've been unofficially converted into a PUnjabi, or at least I am a son of Punjab. I am also a son of Kayseri, Turkey. I am American, I like mexican people they're friendly. I like technology and business, I am also very interested in architecture, urban design, social trends, and contracting disease. I like scarring the elderly by hiding between parked cars and then jumping up at them and lunging an empty coffee cup at them so that they wince and scream in horror. I also like pushing people off of the sidewalk because it makes cars screech their tires. sometimes i pick my nose and then put the booger on the handle of the septa so that someone feels touched by a stranger. water is my favourite drink, followed by tea. ok i finished.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

A good, solid friend who exhibits the qualities that invigorate my perceptions of the world with a strong and lasting impression.

My Blog

17.3.09 Free Association

My roommate was packing his things today in the living room when I passed him by. He is due to move out in a few days. It's sad to see him go. We've been part of a sort of family these past few month...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 13:58:00 GMT

15.3.09 A club, an Identiy, a dream come true

* I know this is a lot to read, I at least reccomend the second half.Preface: IdentitySince before having split up with that guy I most recently dated, I had come to the conclusion that I was not f...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 18:58:00 GMT

My dear Pala, Free association 02.3.09

So many lovely people. I was not protective enough. Is that true? Was I not protective enough of them? If I loved them I would have kept my heart in my chest it's none of their responsibility to hand...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 19:52:00 GMT

methodical 02.3.09

I get cold when I am hurt. I start to shiver uncontrollably. My chest tightens up, and I shiver under layers of warm clothing. I don't mean that I shiver when I am physically hurt, I mean emotionally...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 17:46:00 GMT

really super free association 27.2.09

I already know who you are. I already know you. You don't have to say a word, trust me. It's times like this that I remember that the my family are the best friends I have. This time when I can't see...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Feb 2009 21:37:00 GMT

Free Association 24.2.09

About three weeks ago I developed an idea about life. The idea probably came out of frustration. I was frustrated, or, perhaps more accurately, I felt inspired to change the way I conducted myself in...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 17:40:00 GMT

Free Association 17.2.09

There are certain things that are rather consistent about me. Some of those things are my fears, concerns, worries, beliefs, value's, loves, and surprisinglyrelationships. Other things are not consis...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 21:27:00 GMT

February 8th

Today was a good day. I found peace today. Perhaps it feels like peace found me. Feels as though we are married now and things between us are just calm. I think peace is life. Maybe life as it is sup...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 20:01:00 GMT

Past my Memory

How can I ask myself to write clearly now, when I do not even consider this moment to be so clear as to understand why I have chosen to write. There are profound messages in this heart of mine so vas...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 20:52:00 GMT

Disclosure

There are some things you should say and some things you should not say. a lot of the things that have been sumbitted here are things that should have remained private. Why? Because how I feel and w...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 13:20:00 GMT