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amy.©

I am here for Friends

About Me

i have no true friends anymore.
they all screwed me over.
there has never been one person who
hasnt hurt me so bad that i wanna cry.
everyone walks all over me.
and i just realized something..
if my so-called "good friends" could ditch me like that,
then they werent worth knowing after all.
im not gonna say i regret knowing some people,
im just gonna say that im lucky to finally realize
that i dont deserve to be kicked.
i dont deserve to be used.
im not a toy.
so if your just here to use me,
then..
FUCK YOU.
♥
iM NOT NORMAL.
i KNOW THAT.
YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME.
YOU LAUGH BECAUSE iM DiFFERENT.
i LAUGH BECAUSE YOU'RE ALL THE SAME.
EVERYONE GOES WiTH THE CROWD.
SLEEPiNG WiTH EVERYTHiNG THAT MOVES.
WELL GUESS WHAT?
i SAY FUCK THE CROWD.
iM GONNA BE MYSELF.
YALL BE THE SAME.
JUST NOTiCE THAT i DONT CARE iF YALL TALK ABOUT ME.
i COULD CARE LESS.
THAT MEANS YOU'RE JEALOUS.
AND DON'T TRY AND COPY ME.
NO ONE CAN BE LIKE ME.
iM ONE OF A KiND.
AND i KNOW YOU'RE JEALOUS.
GET OVER iT.
iLL BE THE ONE THAT STANDS OUT IN THE CROWD.
JUST REMEMBER.
YOU'RE MAKiNG ME FAMOUS.
♥go ahead. tell me you'll leave again.
you'll just come back running .

My Interests

i have many obsessions.
here are a few.
♥ bryan.
♥music.
♥coke.
♥taco bell.
♥koolaid.

♥loll i pops.

♥gummie bears.
♥stuffed animals.
♥big trucks.
♥need for speed.
♥gobstoppers.
♥south park.
♥the simpsons.
♥cheese.
♥milk.
♥doodling.
♥kisses on the neck. :]
♥the simplest things mean the most to me.
♥ love .
♥ramen noodles.
♥kisses.
♥long hugs.
♥cute boys.
♥chocolate.
♥daisies.
♥white tigers.
♥my friends.
♥teac u p yorkie.
♥the colors red black and white.
♥markers.
♥chinese food.
♥mcdonalds.
♥etc.

I'd like to meet:

a perfect world.
a world with no hate.
a world where people can be different.
a world where no ones the same.
a world where everyones famous.
a world where no ones left out.
a world that can dissolve all judging.
a world thats perfect.

MY BABY BROTHER. :DDD http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJFTqBy4TiY

Music:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MczRMZAQf_g My LiFe.

- 10 years
- 30 seconds to mars
- 311
- 3 doors down
- acdc
- aerosmith
- afi
- agnostic front
- alice in chains
- alien ant farm
- all that remains
- american headcharge
- amon amarth
- anti cimex
- arch enemy
- as i lay dying
- atheist
- atreyu
- avenged sevenfold
- avril lavigne
- avulsed
- beatles
- beyond the embrace
- black sabbath
- black uniforms
- bleeding through
- blue oyster cult
- bob marley
- breaking benjamin
- bullet for my valentine
- burzum
- byzantine
- cannae
- cannibal corpse
- carcass
- cattle decapitation
- cheech and chong
- children of bodom
- chimaira
- coheed and cambria
- comeback kid
- copper
- corrosion of conformity
- cradle of filth
- crazy anglos
- crisis
- crossfade
- damage plan
- darkane
- darkest hour
- dark new day
- dark tranquility
- death by stereo
- deftones
- deicide
- demon hunter
- destruction
- dethklok
- dio
- disfear
- disturbed

DISTURBED lyrics
- downset
- dragon force nightwish
- dream theater
- drowning pool
- ethnic de generation
- exies
- exodus
- every time i die
- fall out boy
- fear factory
- flotsam and jetsam
- foo fighters
- garbage
- genocide superstars
- ghengis tron
- god forbid
- godsmack
- green day
- guns n' roses
- hate breed
- hate eternal
- hawthorne heights
- (hed) pe
- him
- iced earth
- ill nino
- immolation
- in flames
- insision
- iron maiden
- i set my friends on fire
- jet
- jimi hendrix
- john scatman
- job for a cowboy
- journey
- judas priest
- killers
- killswitch engage
- king diamond
- kittie
- knights of the abyss
- korn
- lamb of god
- led zepplin
- life of agony
- living sacrifice
- lost prophets
- lynryd skynryd
- machine head
- madball
- marilyn manson
- martyr AD
- mayhem
- mayrose artifact
- megadeth
- metallica
- mnemic
- moon spell
- morbid angel
- motley crue
- mudvayne
- naglfar
- napalm death
- nasum
- necrophagist
- nevermore
- nile
- nirvana
- no address
- nothingface
- norma jean
- nuclear assault
- obituary
- opeth
- otep
- ozzy osbourne
- pantera
- papa roach
- paths of possession
- pink floyd
- primus
- puddle of mudd
- powerman 500
- ram stein
- red hot chili peppers
- regurgitate
- rob zombie
- rotten sound
- sanctuary
- scars of tomorrow
- scissorfight
- seether
- sepultura
- sevendust
- shinedown
- sick of it all
- simple plan
- six feet under
- skindred
- slayer
- slipknot
- smashing pumpkins
- smile empty soul
- soilwork
- sonata artica
- soulfly
- soundgarden
- static-x
- stone sour
- story of the year
- strapping young lad
- sublime
- submersed
- suffocation
- suicidal tendencies
- superjoint ritual
- switchfoot
- system of a down
- ted nugent
- testament
- the agony scene
- the black dahlia murder
- the bled
- the bride
- the dillinger escape plan
- the dying light
- the haunted
- the offspring
- theory of a deadman
- three days grace
- thrice
- tomahawk
- trapt
- trivium
- throwdown
- underoath
- unearth
- vader
- van halen
- voivod
- weezer
- with passion
- yyrkoon
- zao

Heroes:

When i look into your eyes right before we kiss
i realize your the one i want to spend my life with
the sparkle in your eyes the glistening of your lips
i feel your true love with the touch of your fingertips. =] ♥
BrYaN iS MY HeRo.
:]
omg. what can i say? i love him so much its unexplainable. like when i see him.. wow.. i feel like ive never felt before. and he hugs me so tight. and i never wanna let go. his kisses stop time in its track. when i see him im just like "wow... he's all mine.. and he loves me too.." he has no clue how much he means to me. like seriously. he says he does, but he doesn't. i would do anything to make him smile. he means the world to me. :] no matter where life takes us, i know we can get through anything because our love is strong enough. i swear, i would do anything for him. i don't know what i'd do without him. i lOVE you baby. forever and always.
where do i begin...this girl means more then the world itself to me....and i know that im going to miss her dearly when i go off to the navy but it will all be okay when i come back because our love for each other will always be strong and nothing will ever be able to change that....i love this girl to death and have no idea where i'd be without her here by my side....i love you baby :') always and forever -bryan.

My Blog

how im dying my hair. :]

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Posted by amy.© on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 07:08:00 PST

society.

no one probably will.no one gives a shit about me anymore.people start rumors about me.and other people believe them.its insane how fast a rumor can get around school.im sick of high school.im sick of...
Posted by amy.© on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 03:41:00 PST

YEAH. READ? IF ANYONE EVEN CARES ABOUT ME ANYMORE....

1. You're a girl, right?YES.2. Have you kissed any one on your top list?YES. :D3. Do you enjoy drama?NO.4. Are you a girly girl?UH. NO.5. Who was the last person you hugged?BRY-BOO. :D6. Small or larg...
Posted by amy.© on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 03:34:00 PST

check this out. :P

..http://quizfarm.com//images/1117183904images.jpg"  >You scored as Goth, Your A Goth!Goth75% Rocker, Mosher70% Skater65% Trendy55% Emo50% Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev.. src=http://www.mssham...
Posted by amy.© on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 02:38:00 PST

read this..

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want- good or bad. when you're f...
Posted by amy.© on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 11:45:00 PST

DO iiT! plOx?

What Would You Do If...1. I died from natural causes:2. I said I liked you:3. kissed you:4. started smoking:5. I ran away from home:6. Said I didn't want to be friends anymore:7. I cried in front of y...
Posted by amy.© on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 08:11:00 PST

survey my loves. <3

  SURVEY TiiME!!!!!!!!!!   1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?...
Posted by amy.© on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 03:25:00 PST

♥ LOVE ♥

To every girlwho put her HEART out there again,because she has been HURTtoo many times or so BADLY.To every girl that has beenCHEATEDon,because she's NOT a SLUTwho gives it up to any guy.To every girl...
Posted by amy.© on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 09:19:00 PST

when we were kids ♥

Anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this.Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid.It's not like you could remember the origin...
Posted by amy.© on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 03:11:00 PST

be yourselffff.

 peer pressure sucks so much. and i know how you feel. too many guys have screwed me over that its not even funny. they use me like a toy. they think they can get one thing outta me. and that one...
Posted by amy.© on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 07:24:00 PST