a memory of a memory |
This is part of something I wrote a little over a year ago, it's just a piece of it and the original will never come out of the vault, but I heard a song today that struck a chord so similar that mayb...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Nov 2009 23:38:00 GMT |
sometimes dive bars are boring and in fact actually not fun. |
Strife is a common theme for me, but not today. Today I simple existed and enjoyed. We had a day off because nobody in my unit has died in over 100 days so everytime that happens we get a "safety down...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Oct 2009 23:47:00 GMT |
hard to tell the difference between reflection and bitching and moaning |
I have a little over six years left and I will retire from the Air Force, and then what? It seems to me the road will fork in one of 3 directions with multiple offshoots embedded into them. Choice 1, ...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Oct 2009 20:08:00 GMT |
drinking and running |
Just got done with my habitually sadistic hangover run, this one wasn't so bad, I didn't push myself over the edge into vomiting. It is never a pleasant thing to run 4 or 5 miles in the hot Hawaiian s...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Oct 2009 13:41:00 GMT |
just listening to lee mother fucking hazlewood |
Just read today that if you took the income of all of the black people in America and combined it that it would equal the 16th richest nation in the world, just ahead of Switzerland. Not sure how any...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Oct 2009 21:08:00 GMT |
Just typing some stuff |
Pride, it seems to change so very much as we live this life. At least for me it has changed it's form. Example: Kicking the shit out of some guy twice my size used to give me a large amount of pride, ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Oct 2009 01:26:00 GMT |
jots-a-fun |
Been back from Europe for a week, life continues to blur in and out and I'm sort of just along for the ride. Saw the adopted sister married off and that was a happy moment, then proceeded to kill myse...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Sep 2009 19:54:00 GMT |
violence and hate make a lot of sense really |
I noticed the other day that when I'm confused about an emotion or a feeling rather than fumble around in confusion I have this ability to ask myself "well how should you feel about it" and after cons...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Sep 2009 17:40:00 GMT |
To sell or not to sell..."my dignity, that is |
Was having a conversation this morning with the girlfriend about dignity and my particular little irony that mine isn't for sale but I'll most certainly get drunk and give it away from time to time. I...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Aug 2009 19:05:00 GMT |
just some more thoughts |
I've been drinking since noon, celebrating with my lady friend this life that is around us. The romance and the desire and it's all so goddamned fucking much! As far as I can see you're damned if yo...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Aug 2009 14:38:00 GMT |
