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MY 25 TH BDAY HAS JUST PAST AND I HAVE TO ADMIT IT WAS THE HARDEST EVER. I THINK BECAUCE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN WHERE I AM NOW AT THE AGE OF 20 BUT I CAN'T COMPLAIN A LOT OF GOOD HAS COME WITH THE CHOICES I'VE MADE. THE SAYING "TO LOVE AND LOST IS BETTER THAN TO HAVE NEVER LOVED AT ALL" RINGS OH SO PAINFULLY TRUE TO ME. I HAVE LOVED AND LOST AND IT'S MADE ME STRONGER. AT 25 I AM STARTING MY LIFE ALL OVER AGAIN A FRESH START IN A SENSE. I GUESS I AM LUCKY TO GET A SECOND CHANCE NOT MANY ARE AS LUCKY. I'VE MADE A LOT OF WRONG DECISIONS AND MADE A LOT OF WRONG TURNS BUT IT IS THOSE DECISIONS THAT HAVE MADE ME THE PERSON I AM TODAY. I CAN HONESTLY SAY I AM AT PEACE WITH MYSELF AND MY CHOICES. I'M NOW LIVING MY LIFE FOR ME NOT FOR APPROVAL OR ACCEPTANCE FROM THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME. EVERYONE HAS OBSTACLES AND IT IS THOSE OBSTACLES THAT EITHER BREAK US OR MAKE US. I HAVE GAINED A LOT AND LOST A LOT BUT I REFUSE TO SIT ON A PITY POT AND FEEL SORRY FOR MYFELF. THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE IN MY LIFE WHO ARE TRUE TO ME AND LOVE ME AND IT IS TIME I START FOLLOWING SUIT AND NOT ONLY LOVING ME BUT LOVING THEM AND BEING GRATEFUL FOR THE UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE THEY'VE SHOWN. I HAVE A NEED TO FIX PEOPLE WHO ARE UNFIXABLE BUT I NOW KNOW I GOTTA LET IT GO. I'M A GOOD LOVING PERSON THAT WILL GIVE 110 PERCENT OF MYSELF TO ANYONE WHO IS DESERVING (AND EVEN SOMETIMES TO THOSE NOT SO DESERVING) I LOVE PEOPLE I LOVE SMILING I LOVE LAUGHING AND I LOVE MAKING THOSE AROUND ME DO THE SAME. MY FAMILY IS MY LIFE AS CRAZY AS THEY ARE AND IF YOU KNOW ME YOU KNOW CRAZY DOESN'T EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE MY "FAMILY"!!! I ALSO BELIEVE THAT FRIENDS AND FAMILY ARE NOT MEASURED IN QUANTITY BUT QUALITY. I SURROUND MYFELF WITH A SELECT FEW BUT THOSE FEW MEAN THE WORLD TO ME. I BELEIVE THERE IS GOOD IN EVERYONE AND I BELIEVE THAT SOMEDAY THEY WILL FIND THAT GOOD IN THEMSELVES. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON THAT REASON MAY NOT BE CLEAR AT THE TIME BUT EVENTUALLY WE'LL FIGURE IT OUT. I TRY NOT TO WASTE MY ENERGY ON HATE AND WHEN I LOVE I LOVE HARDER AND DEEPER THAN IS EVEN COMPREHENDIBLE TO ME. *JUST A LIL UPDATE* WITHIN THE PAST COUPLE MONTHS I HAVE BEEN FOTUNATE ENOUGH TO ADD A COUPLE SPECIAL PEOPLE TO MY LIFE. CHVONNE! THAT'S ME AND HER IN THE PIC AT THE TOP OF THIS SECTION. SHE IS THE BEST, MOST LOVING, LOYAL, ACCEPTING PERSON I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID TO DESERVE SUCH A PERSON IN MY LIFE BUT I AM THANKFUL FOR HER EVERYDAY. THERE ARE NOT TOO MANY PEOPLE LIKE HER IN THE WORLD I KNOW HOW LUCKY I AM THAT SHE CHOOSES TO BE A PART OF MY LIFE EVERDAY.SO THERE IT IS I LAID MYSELF OUT THERE LIKE AN OPEN BOOK SO IF YOU HAVE ANYMORE QUESTIONS OR COMMENTS SEND ME A MESSAGE I'LL BE HAPPY TO ANSWER THEM.

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