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Julia

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About Me

Hello, I am Julia.

I recently converted to optimism.
I write letters to god, who personally replies through music.
I read with my eyes closed.
I dream with my eyes open.
I learn peoples secrets to get closer to them, not to manipulate.
I have a staring problem, I always look people in the eye.
I feel my insides liquify when shyness burns on my face.
I assume that people find me foolish.
because
I think paint is an aphrodisiac.
I dance like it's just me and the beat.
I find graphic novels riveting,
and I write poetry on napkins at work when no one is watching.

I am whatever it is you want to see in me.


My Interests

Art is hard.

Heroes:



My Blog

december 29, 1998

smoke ringsthere's few thoughtswithin a cigarettebut they are always potentthey are the thoughts that keep me up at nightthat put me in a panicand force me to prayfor patienceand forgivenesssurely all...
Posted by Julia on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 01:15:00 PST

Its not real.

There's something getting stirred up in me. Some great chaos. The wrath of Artemis. The clean brutality of Shiva. I am a solder in this world of lies. The masses gorge on suitable propaganda and belie...
Posted by Julia on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 01:58:00 PST

For anyone I've ever met, but some especially

For anyone I've ever met, but some especially: Sometimes after I smoke too many cigarettes my heart beats heavy and my breath comes out anxious. My body feels weak with relaxation. My head feels ligh...
Posted by Julia on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 11:44:00 PST

we never change do we?

People used to start revolutions. People used to put a cause before themselves. People used to know things. Long before submission fell.   Students used to stand on police cars, when monks burnt ...
Posted by Julia on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 01:45:00 PST