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About Me


//Don't expect things you WON'T be getting//
Ashley↔20↔SpringTownMO↔Taken
my story is long and drawn out.
ive loved
ive hated
i am selfish
i am stubborn
i will bring you down.
-On July 7th...Tell Me Happy Birthday -the love of my LIFE is Chris -the one i can't live WITHOUT is Kayla -i love my family, i'd HURT you if you hurt them -basically my family && friends COMPLETE me -My Little sister calls me Michelle [Middle Name Duh] -I like to kiss girls too -Im very blunt with people [sorry if that makes me a bitch] -i love the sunshine -I am PRO LIFE!! -iSupport Love! -I have Bipolar Disorder -People think Im crazy -i love Piracy[if you don't know what that means.Ur Stupid] -I absolutely LOVE taco bell -I change my hair color alot -I love Tattoo's and Piercings -I love Forensics...CourtTV is the shit. -Anything Old-Skool is a plus -Sarcasm is one of my favorite things -i absolutely LOVE my boyfriend. He's Amazing -My teams are the Pittsburgh Steelers and the Dallas Cowboys -I'm Shy..But Out-Going -I always feel like Im missing something -I take everything to heart♥ -I hate hangovers -I don't like the sound of my own voice -I hate being broke -I drool when I'm sleeping sometimes -I hate being lied to -I'd either cry or punch you in your face if you looked at me the wrong way[most likely punch you though] -I believe everything happens for a reason -I don't trust people too easily -I'm a hopeless Romantic -i am no where NEAR perfect -I believe everyone has that One person they are meant to live their lives with -People change, people you love leave, and life doesn't stop for anyone. I'm aware of this yet I ignore it -Im insecure, Yet sure of myself -With imperfections waiting to be corrected. -Spontaneous and random, crazy and calm -I'm my own hero, and my own enemy. -I believe in fate, karma, destiny and miracles. -I believe I should have been born in the 60's..Just to live through the 70's -Did I mention I absolutely LOVE my boyfriend?
When you label me and put me in a category
i feel pity for you.
Pity because i know you desire to join me
but you fear you can not survive.
it is my weakness that makes me stronger
you cannot understand this for you are weak
strength being no meaning to you.
say what you may
i am in no doubt of myself
with your opinion being pointless
pointless like your existence.

So this would be the AMAZING boyfriend I mentioned..I do love him much. He can be a real ass sometimes, but he can also be there when i need him the most.
He's the cheese to my macaroni lol..i know everyone says that now..but i like it..
Story of Us:
We met at a Sonic of all places..he invited me over. I accepted. We played Mortal Kombat. He let me win. He kissed me. I kissed back...
Even though he doesn't let me win Mortal Kombat anymore, it's okay...Just sitting next to him on the couch makes me feel warm fuzzies all over..
He's a nerd. But he's my nerd. Plus..Nerds have big hard drives. lol..
I Love Chris.
End of Story
That's Me and Ms. Kayla Shae
She's the best friend.
I really don't know what I would do without this girl. Story of Us:
We hated eachother at first. that bitch put me in jail.lol. But now I love her. Nothing can take our friendship away.
No matter how much she talk shit, or how much shit I talk,
fuck.
I can't stay away from that girl. The same for her.
like I said.
that's the best friend.

My Interests



i take in everything with a certainty i envy.
i am the blood in your veins
the hole in your heart
the pain that keeps going
that will tear you apart

Things I Love!
Chris
My Best Friend
My Family
Music
Movies
Summertime Cook Outs & Wintertime Fights
Linden
Marlboro Reds
Bud Light
The Colors Pink, Orange, and Lime Green
Girls
Football [Go Steelers]
Victoria's Secret Models
The Rain
When Kayla imitates that Tad Morlan commercial
The ring Chris got me
Scary books
When my little sister calls me for advice
When my brother calls me a Douchebag
Making the McD's drive-thru bitches mad
Parties
Bacardi Grand Melon with V8 Splash
Myself

I do not trust anyone, and neither should you.
theres a fine line between friendship and betrayal
i don't have many friends.
that's my own decision.


What I'm Not Lovin'
Liars
Cheats
When people don't brush their teeth
When my little sister cries
Waking up early
Snow
Being cold

I'd like to meet:



Friends♥

Mi Amor♥

Bestie♥

BabyMama♥

Mommy♥

Lil Sister♥

Brother♥

AuntieN♥

Tink♥

Bri♥

Brittany♥

Rick♥

Jenfro♥

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Music:



Usually Just whatever i'm feeling at the time..
Metal, Classic Rock, Country, RnB, Rap .. ...it's whatever...

Movies:

Scarface, The Notebook, True Romance, Requiem for a Dream, Donnie Darko, Godfather, Juno, Superbad, I Am Legend, Knocked Up, 300... There's a lot...

Television:

Family Guy, Simpsons, CSI, Law & Order, Court TV
that kind of stuff...
OHH! and I'm ADDICTED to reality T.V.
Tila Tequila
Rock Of Love
Flavor of Love
You Name it I Watch it

Heroes:

My Godmother[RIP] and My Mother!
They are my ROCKS!
My Godfather. He has been the inspiration in my life. He's the best at giving advice. I don't know what I would do without him.
My Boyfriend for keeping me out of all that supid shit i was in before...
My Auntie [Nipples] for being my dad [lol]
My little sister...She's Everything to me!

My Blog

...

So.I got all moved last Friday. my house is amazing..it’s so nice not to hear what we will call "wrestling" above us anymore. apartment life sucks. im happy to be back in springtown. i missed li...
Posted by ↑MzUnderStoodeMadNeSS↓ on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 08:47:00 PST

My Best Friend

Kayla:You mean the world to me...I never want to see you leave.I don’t know what I would do without you..Best Friends until the end... i love you boo boo...
Posted by ↑MzUnderStoodeMadNeSS↓ on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 11:32:00 PST

Who Am I Kidding?

So..I’ve been seriously thinking the last couple of days about moving out on my own. I think I’ve come to the realization that I don’t want to be on my own, I want to be with Chris. ...
Posted by ↑MzUnderStoodeMadNeSS↓ on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 08:30:00 PST

Growing Up

So, I'm moving out of my boyfriends apartment. I've been thinking lately that I have a lot of growing up to do. Ever since I was 15 I've lived with a boyfriend. I never had the chance to do things on ...
Posted by ↑MzUnderStoodeMadNeSS↓ on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:16:00 PST

Keystone Ice

So..He found MeTony (the Ex) showed up at my work last night..It all started when these two fat bitches walked in, I thought I knew them from somewhere but I wasn't sure. I really didn't think nothing...
Posted by ↑MzUnderStoodeMadNeSS↓ on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 09:37:00 PST

Possible Move, ETC.

So..I could possibly be moving to Ozark. Super Excited. I'll be living next door to my Best Friend..YAHH!! I can't wait. I hope it all works out okay..Me & Chris got some bills to pay off first, b...
Posted by ↑MzUnderStoodeMadNeSS↓ on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 07:26:00 PST

My 7 Deadly Sins

WrathWho did you last get angry with?Chris What is your weapon of choice?Gun. Fast and gets the job done, in most cases. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?Absolutely. How about the same sex...
Posted by ↑MzUnderStoodeMadNeSS↓ on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 05:28:00 PST

Forget Her

Forget Her nameForget her faceForget her kissHer warm embraceForget the love that you once knewRememberShe has someone newForget her when they play your songRemember You screamed at her all night long...
Posted by ↑MzUnderStoodeMadNeSS↓ on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 09:21:00 PST

Drunk Dialers Please Read

1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement.2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen.3. If you are going to dru...
Posted by ↑MzUnderStoodeMadNeSS↓ on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 04:36:00 PST

Youre a 90s kid if

You're a 90's kid if:You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Ai...
Posted by ↑MzUnderStoodeMadNeSS↓ on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 04:34:00 PST