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About Me

These things are always hard for me. I don't know what you people want to hear so I'll just go for it i guess.At first I probably seem really stuck up and bitchy, but I'm just shy. People never seem to believe that, but seriously, I'm insanely shy and it gets in the way of making friends. Once you get to know me however, I'm loud, painfully sarcastic, and a little nutty. My humor is...inappropriate or at least that's what I've been told. It's all in good fun most of the time.I get hurt very easily so I'm hurt a lot. My heart is a very bruised, sad little thing. I try to act tough so only my closest friends know the extent of the damage. Sometimes I do wish I could keep it all to myself, but it comes out to those 3 or so people no matter how hard I try.I love music, but sadly I can't play it. I make sad attempts at writing it and then throw them away or hide them. I'm always looking for something new so if you just love someone or something share it please!I just had a baby boy named Xander and it's taking a little getting used too, but it's amazing being a mommy.I'm in the tribal fusion belly dance group Troupe Sirel. You should check us out.I'm a hairstylist at the Beauty Center. I love my job when I actually get business. That's a lot harder than you think.


My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone that will make me happy WITHOUT having to change themselves or me.

My Blog

sleepless nights

I can't sleep. Most people wouldn't think anything of it at 10:18 but i have no life and usually asleep at 9 so boo. I'M AWAKE AND BORED AND ALONE.  ugh!!! Something please entertain me!
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 22:20:00 GMT

april 2nd

tell her happy birthday for me. it's a big one. i can't or just know i shouldn't.
Posted by on Thu, 02 Apr 2009 13:31:00 GMT

rant; sorry

anyone want to know the most pathetic thing?...i thought you  would.the most exciting part of my day (except for my rare visitor princess chris) is that xander peed on the floor. it was pretty funny, ...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 20:21:00 GMT

martha stuart

i need everyone's help. i'm so bored with life. i feel like it's gone stale. help me figure out something creative and fun and stimulating to do. anything at all. give me ideas. hang out with me. let'...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 14:46:00 GMT

so here’s the deal

Everyone has a right to their beliefs and opinions. No one should ever try to take that away from you or try to force you to change them. But there's this thing called seperation of church and state.....
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 11:28:00 GMT

50 facts to know

50 ODD Things about me!1) Do you like blue cheese? i don't know. i've never tried it2) Have you ever smoked heroin? no!3) Do you own a gun? i don't, but my dad and brother do which means i co...
Posted by on Fri, 23 May 2008 21:51:00 GMT

realizations

 have you ever just woke up and been like "what the fuck is wrong with me? how did life get like this?" i did and it's sad. what the hell was i thinking? i really wish i had an excuse, but there ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 10:24:00 GMT