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lost in ennui

can i get some funding?

About Me


Trying to use words, and every attempt Is a wholly new start, and a different kind of failure Because one has only learnt to get the better of words For the thing one no longer has to say, or the way in which One is no longer disposed to say it. And so each venture Is a new beginning, a raid on the inarticulate With shabby equipment always deteriorating In the general mess of imprecision of feeling, Undisciplined squads of emotion.

I'm effusive. I have two dogs and trouble sleeping. My favorite color is blue. I like to talk, not chat.
what I do:
use big words.
talk a lot.
laugh at insignificant things.
get excited easily.
feel too much and too little.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


kind, willing, sane
And what there is to conquer By strength and submission, has already been discovered Once or twice, or several times, by men whom one cannot hope To emulate—but there is no competition— There is only the fight to recover what has been lost And found and lost again and again: and now, under conditions That seem unpropitious. But perhaps neither gain nor loss. For us, there is only the trying. The rest is not our business.
-T.S. Eliot

turtle love

beara

hoot

oh brian!

chillaaad!!!

bbbbbbbbbbb

money

LaRue

dainty

nikel

digit

ChrisP

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Music:

bands from a playlist:
kite flying soceity
her space holiday
neutral milk hotel
folly
still life
angel hair
adult.
denali
azure ray
Les Savy Fav
the faint
kids like us
Enon
american football
dance of days
kind of like spitting
mars volta
sleater-kinney
the magnetic fields
pixies
rainer maria
the velvet underground
owls
muse
T.I
of montreal
a tribe called quest
flunk
tapes 'n tapes
cocorosie
editors
q and not u
the fitness
sunday's best
beep beep
sebadoh
the jesus & mary chain
fruit bats
yo la tengo
wolf parade

Movies:

a clockwork orange, gloomy sunday, thumbsucker, all the real girls, trainspotting, aaltra, requiem for a dream, kids, saved, À ma soeur! , batalla en el cielo, the science of sleep, La Science des rêves

Books:

this is our youth
The Sound and the Fury
Perks Of Being A Wallflower
For Fuck Sake
Blood Rites
The Microbe Hunters
the world on fire
a woman warrior
U.S.A
... there's more, such as eliot's poetry and wilde's wise words

My Blog

so i had to delete my old profile

i won't get into details, i had to delete my old profile. here i go AGAIN =)
Posted by lost in ennui on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST