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ONLY WHEN LIES ARE TOLD PEOPLE ARE FUSSIN ARGUMENTS ARE CONSTANT DREAMS ARE CANCELD FRUSTRATION AND ANGER IS INCREASING AND STILL A SMILE IS PUT ON AS A FRONT THATS HOW I KNO IVE HAD A NORMAL DAY EACH DAY I TRY AND LIVE IT LIKE NO TOMMOROW BUT I SUMTIMES HESATATE BECAUSE I DONT WANT RISK WAT CULD BE FOR TOMMOROW MEANIG I DNT WANT TO DO SUM1O TO CHANGE AN OUTCOME THAT CAN POSSIBLY BE GOOD 4 ME AN WIT THAT SAID THAT IS WHY I SUMTIMES GO AN ALTERNATE ROUTE WHEN DOING CERTAIN THINGS. OVA THE LAST PAST YEAR MY THOUGHT PROCESS HAS COMPLETELY CHANGED IM MORE AWARE TO SITUATIONS IM MORE SENSITIVE TO CERTAIN FACTORS AND TO BE HONEST I HATE THIS FUCKIN FEELIN! ITS NOT ME, DNT GET ME WRONG I LIKE BEIN ABLE TO UNDRSTAND, AND RELATE TO THESE DIFFERENT EMOTIONS LIFE GIVES ME BUT I ALSO LIKE WHEN I COULDNT RELATE BECAUSE I NEVA LIKED BEIN DWN SAD OR ANGRY. IT TAKES ME OUT OF MY CHARACTER AN DATS NOT WAS UP. IF ONLY THINGS CAN GO IN MY FAVOR GO MY WAY BACK TO NORMAL. IF ONLY THINGS CAN MEET MY SATISFACTION LEVEL LIFE WULD BE THAT MUCH EASIER ON ME. I KNO EVERYBODY SAY LIFE IS SHORT U GOTTA LIVE IT FOR THE MOMENT BUT LATELY EACH MOMENT HAS BEEN FEELIN LIKE ITS NOT WORTH LIVIN. SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPEND TO ME I NEVA WULD HAVE THOUGHT CAN. MY PARENTS SPLIT, MY RELATIONSHIP I THOUGHT WAS STRONG DIDNT LAST BECAUSE OF SUMTIN SO DUMB, ON TOP OF THAT SOMEBODY THAT HELD A GREAT AMOUNT OF MY LOVE IS NO LONGER HERE FOR ME TO BE WITH. ALL BECAUSE OF JEALOUSY (R.I.P. CHEERIO) WE MISS U CHINCY. I HOPE WAT IM GOIN THRU IS ALL A DREAM MAYBE AFTER I TYPE THIS ILL WAKE UP BACK TO THE OLD ME, THE OLD SHY, MY OLD LIFE....ALSO I WULD LIKE TO SAY TO THOSE OF U WHO ARE IN MY LIFE POSITIVELY I LOVE YALL AN THANKS- GUTTAH

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~ALPHABET PRAYER ~ A- ALMIGHTY GOD B- BLESS MY FAMILY AND ME C- COMFORT ME D- DRAW ME TO YOU IN PRAYER E- ENLIGHTEN ME F- FORGIBE MY SINS G- GIVE ME A FEW GOOD FRIENDS H- HELP ME TO DO YOUR WILL I- I AM YOUR SERVANT J- JOYFUL ARE MY DAYS K- KEEP ME FROM HARM L- LEAD ME TO STILL WATERS M- MAKE ME A VESSLE OF YOUR LOVE N- NATURE IS YOUR MASTERPIECE 0- OPEN NEW DOORS 4 ME P- PLEASE GRANT ME PEACE OF MIND Q- QUENCH MY THIRST FOR KNOWLEDGE R- RESIDE IN ME ALWAYS S- SHIELD ME FROM DANGER T- TEACH ME TO LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY U- USE ME TO INSPIRE OTHERS V- VISIT ME IN SOLITUDE W- WHEN I FAIL, LIFT ME UP X- XXX's STAND FOR MY LOVE FOR YOU Y- YOUR LOVE FILLS ME WITH GRATTITUDE Z- ZESTFULLY, I THANK YOU AMEN <a

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