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So, so, so.... I always wonder what the hell people really want to know when they read these things. I think this is where people either get intrigued or turned off. And since I don't really give a shit what people think I can just ramble about nothing...Ok so this is a new year in my life.... 23. I feel so old right now, but i know I am still young and haven't experience but a small fraction of what my life will be. The past few months I have been realizing a lot....your twenties have to be the hardest years of your life. No one really could have prepared me for the things I faced in the last few years--but I would not trade any of that for the world.... I am so much stronger of an individual because of it all.I cannot tell you how many times I thought about throwing in the towel and letting go...and I almost did. All that just made me appreciate everything that I had (but didn't realize at the time)...it makes me appreciate the things I have in my life now...things I have worked hard for, people I truly adore, knowledge I have aquired.... I have made many stuipid choices, but I have learned so much from them.I am glad I moved to Florida...even though it gets really lonely at time cause my close friends and my family are far away now, I realize how strong of a bond love is. It's crazy to see myself change so much.... I have spent a lot of time being really bitter and hating life and now I am starting to let go and face some things that I have been holding inside for a long time. And even in the hardest moments in life, I realize that I am still lucky to be alive....Never did I think I had an idol or a mentor....everyone around me has some influence in my life, but I never had anyone I wanted to be like or model my life after... Sometimes it just takes a moment in your life to make thigns so clear... I really look up to my siblings now...after realizing the struggles they have over come and seeing what kind of life they have built for themselves has kept my looking for sunshine in the rain. It gives me the strength to realize that even though my alarm didn't go off and I woke up late for work and on my way to the gas station my car cuts off and even though i am within reach of the gas station I still can't make it because of traffic... that it is just a day that will soon pass. Tomorrow will come and the next day and then the next... and if I keep working hard and keeping my goals in mind I will achieve them.One person in my family I do miss with all my heart is my grandmother. I wish that during the time I lived with her I would have been mature enough to realize that life is short, and that I would have taken the time out to appreciate her. To have gotten to know her. I have never met a person more generous than her. It's been like six years since she died and I am just now facing it... It sux trying to think back and the only thing I really know about her is that she cooked really good, was pretty conservative, and was hit by a train when she was younger... RIP CMK...I really am thankful that I got to meet Kenny. If I could name a person who is responsible for opening my eyes to the fact that life is not so bad, it would be him. Even though a lot of people have brought sunshine to my life, he never gave up... I swear he is crazy and I really don't know what he saw in me, but he never gave up, even when I was afraid of leaving "what's his face"... He is truly an amazing person. I have never been loved like he loves me and I have never felt it like I feel it every day. It blows me away how talented of a person he is. It inspires me to try harder when I do things...even work!!!! I try harder to make more phone calls, I say things with more confidence.... it's truly amazing what he does to me. Meet me in outer space...I think it might be the only way i could ever show you how it feels....
Likes and dislikes: hmmmm.... There are so many things that I want to do in my life. I love traveling and seeing new places. It's always great to get away from the everyday. I kinda don't like people. I guess that really depends on the circumstance. I tend to rely on my gutt feeling about who I meet. Sometimes I am wrong, mostly I am right. I really love chillin with the people I trust the most. There are not many people you can trust, and even then you never really know. But luckily the older I get the better I am at telling who my real friends are. I love you all!!!! I like to write poetry and music. I like to draw and paint (although that is a new discovery and I am still tweaking my skills). I love to drive, but I hate being on the road. Sometimes I pretend I am a race car driver. Weaving in and out of cars is a rush I can't explain. Never stopped loving to dance. Well, hopefully this will suffice for now... till the day I update my profile again.
Jacqueline Danielle von Grabe --
[noun]:
A person who laughs at anything (even this entry)
Always say I love you, never say good bye... but don't hang onto the things that always make you cry...never be afraid to accept a helping hand...as long as you return the favor when it's in demand...choose which things in life will be your stepping stone...even if you are the one that's skipping all alone.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jacqueline Danielle
Birthday: 3/12/1984
Birthplace: Daytona Beach
Current Location: Plant City
Eye Color: Blue-Gray
Hair Color: Blonde...but it looks reddish now cause I dyed it a while ago
Height: about 5' 6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: LEFTY!!!
Your Heritage: Latvian and Pennsilvanian Dutch
The Shoes You Wore Today: Flip flops
Your Weakness: hmmmm....
Your Fears: old age and spiders! I HATE spiders!
Your Perfect Pizza: white sauce with olives, mushrooms and bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Wow...not much time...save enough $$ so I can go to Vegas
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: :-)
Thoughts First Waking Up: Fuuuuhhhck
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes ??
Your Bedtime: hmmm....since I moved out of my mom's house I really have no rules to live by
Your Most Missed Memory: being able to call a friend and not have to drive an hour to see them
Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK Lounge
Single or Group Dates: It's always good to do both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Iced Chai Tea, but for the sake of the Q: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: white choocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: vanilla flavored latte
Do you Smoke: well I would say no, but I am going with yes
Do you Swear: Fuck no!
Do you Sing: in the shower or in my car...where no one is listening
Do you Shower Daily: I try...but shit happens... what can i say, I'm a dirty hippie
Have you Been in Love: Now more than ever before
Do you want to go to College: yes, well I really want to just finish my degree
Do you want to get Married: only to Kenny, marriage really scares me
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes, but if I don't get it right the first time I tend to give up unfortunately
Do you get Motion Sickness: OMG! yes! I can turn around once and feel sick if I turn too fast...
Do you think you are Attractive: everyone has their moments and make-up helps A LOT
Are you a Health Freak: sort of... I know what I need to do to stay alive
Do you get along with your Parents: Now that I do not live with my mom we get along fine
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: sort of...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: um like last night!
In the past month have you Smoked: yes and yes :-D
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes, Aaron took me out
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes and spent all my money!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, haven't had oreos in a while and now I am craving!!!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I WISH!!
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: never been naked in public... not that I remember
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: ummm.... I'll never tell
Ever been Drunk: haha.... oh yeah!
Ever been called a Tease: probably... not to my face
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: I plead the FIF!
How do you want to Die: fast without a struggle
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a teacher! YAY!
What country would you most like to Visit: Australia or Spain
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue or green....
Favourite Hair Color: prefer darker
Short or Long Hair: shorter
Height: taller than I am... I hate feeling like a giant!
Weight: bigger than me... if he were any smaller he might fade
Best Clothing Style: relaxed... not too much effort but put together
Number of Drugs I have taken: wow.... I couldn't count on both hands... I mean from tylenol to alcohol to other shit...
Number of CDs I own: not enough
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing really... I am too passive to care, I just learn or try again...
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or -
DANIELLE
D Dirty
A Adventurous
N Normal
I Innocent
E Easy
L Loud
L Lovely
E Exotic
I want to travel the world.... Key West for the fantasy fest, Savannah for St Pattie's day, New Orleans for Mardi Gras, go on a safari in Africa, see the Pyramids in Egypt, swim in the dead sea, I want to see Spain, Italy, France, England, Australia, and of course Russia! I want to go horse back riding....do more fishing...go camping...go on a cruise (YAY! Next May with Tarl!!)...go to more concerts...grow flowers....learn to cook great cuisines and desserts....collect more dvd's and cd's...be in a burger king commercial...own a tropical island...
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