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About Me

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I miss you, dad! Right now, I'm trying to focus on the people in my life that truly love me. My four beautiful children. I know that I haven't been perfect, but they still love me like I am. In my life, I've made some really bad decisions that cost me some very important people. But, I have been trying to work through it all. It hasn't been easy. And I have now seen clearly the ones who love me, and the ones who don't. Maybe one day i'll be happy again. I've cared too much about people that haven't returned the favor. I would love to meet new people. I enjoy people's company and love to just hang out.

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I don't have a specific one person that I would like to meet. I don't hold stars up on a pedestal like that.

My Blog

LOST AND ALONE

THE DARKNESS INSIDE ME KEEPS REARING IT'S UGLY HEAD. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? AM I EVIL? DO I HAVE A SPLIT PERSONALITY? DO I REALLY MEAN ALL THE THINGS THAT I SAY WHEN I'M HURT? IS MY HEART IN ALL THE T...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 23:03:00 GMT

wrong wrong wrong

Everyday it get's worse. Everyday I feel more hopeless. I feel I try, but my trying is overshadowed by all the pain that I've caused in the passed. I want to change. I want to make it better. But how...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 11:55:00 GMT

Feeling Alone

It's been a year since the worst time of my life. Worse than anything that I had experienced before. Worse than being molested, raped, being mistaken for a prostitute, held up at knife point. Even wor...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 00:17:00 GMT