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My heart doesnt know right

My head and my heart are at a mortal war, how to divide the two my heart knows not the right and while....its escaped me this long, this feud between the two, its evaded me as well how to seperat...
Posted by ~Eff Bee~ on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:12:00 PST

As long as its real

Your away from me, so far, but your always in my heart. Such a good friend and such a good man, an even better soldier and well deserving of my respect and love. Never thought you'd grow into thi...
Posted by ~Eff Bee~ on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 09:41:00 PST

.......

In all my time. In all my life. Never has there been one like you. Never has my heart been touched, in only a way you do. Indescribable, undeniable, unbelieveable you are. How did you get to me? How d...
Posted by ~Eff Bee~ on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 06:58:00 PST

Love is....

Love is....something that happens, with or without our permission. Love is an accident waiting to happen. It can't be timed and its never on time.  Love is everything and nothing, all at the same...
Posted by ~Eff Bee~ on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:57:00 PST

You do

.........writting all my wrongs, your words consume me;" please take me as I am", you do. Encasing me completely with everything you are, confounding my mind entirly with thoughts of love, y...
Posted by ~Eff Bee~ on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 11:29:00 PST

Counting on you coming

After the longest wait of my life, this is finally the begining of something I can stand. After the longing in my heart, this is the catalyst for my happiness. After the failed attempts to be what eve...
Posted by ~Eff Bee~ on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 09:36:00 PST

Too deep to swim in......

Its a man's right to want the things he sees no matter how far off the goal may seem. But unfortunately for countless many, I'm too deep to swm in. Like that inviting body of water-with the "NO TRESSP...
Posted by ~Eff Bee~ on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 07:40:00 PST

Free verse

I once spoke of how good it felt to be free. Free to be me, who I am, the way I am. Lately I'm begining to find that I'm not what I seemed to be. I'm not free, my heart is in shackles, I'm not me 'cau...
Posted by ~Eff Bee~ on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 04:45:00 PST

Waking inside me

Its hard to say that the way I feel is something based off of deep thought. Its more like something that came out of the dark. I've known you and now I truely do, see the person that you had concealed...
Posted by ~Eff Bee~ on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 11:10:00 PST

The way I feel, my plite

I could be blind, not seeing whats been in front of me for so long. I could be crazy for wanting to leave this comfortable place I'm in. Why can't I live this life thankful for this gift that I'm...
Posted by ~Eff Bee~ on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 01:51:00 PST