About Me
There's not EVEN enough room....but, let me see if I can paint you, a NOT so pretty picture. I was born in the deep south, Jackson, Mississippi. I feel you can only claim to be southern if you are native to the region, but somehow the northern immigrants manage to weasel their way over the mason~dixon line..so,whatever. Anyway,more importantly, I was raised Catholic and educated in private schools. My parents, God bless them, did what they could to keep me sheltered from the outside world. To make that possible,I buried myself in figure skating. It was my sport of choice, and my only claim to fame is winning nationals in my division when i was 16. I was spoiled rotten to the most extreme measures. Somehow, between being daddy little princess and mom's silver spooned angel, all hell broke loose. I went from being the epitome of perfect morality to pretty much, the devil's concubine. Its hard to recover once you've broken all Ten Commandments. Moving on ~ I don't play by the standard rule book. I do what I want, when I want, and how I want it done. I'm a natural born competitor. Anyone or anything standing in the way of something I want, won't last long in my path. I never back down, and will always guard what's mine. I cannot stand those who over exaggerate how wonderful life and love are. Those that spin in and out of love like a revolving door humor me most. It takes more then sweet words,flowers, cards, jewelery, clothes, dinners, vacations..etc. Though, this may sound ideal to the average girl who never had it, its an illusion. Relationships are work, PERIOD. Its an investment of time, energy,sweat and tears.. some people swim, but most people sink, and SOME people manage to cheat the system. By that I mean, get everything you wanted at the time you dove in, but, instead of sinking you latch on to a "preserver", be it, human or inhuman.
Now, I don't want to cast such a gloomy light, there are some things in this life that bring me happiness. For one, my dogs. They are two of the most beautiful German shepherds EVER! Rotten to the core, so much so,that my friends often say that when they die they hope to come back as one of my pets. Cooking and baking are another form of therapy for me. I watch the Food Network religiously and enjoy hosting dinner parties for my friends and family. Pampering myself takes the cake! I could make a career of that alone. Everything from full days at the spa, getting nails done,and, of course, highlighting my hair in a rainbow of colors. I hope instead of the usual, candy coated crap people put in their "about me" section, you can actually peek into my world and know that things aren't always what they seem. Its twisted goodness! There's more to come...just wait
